hoohoohooooo

so the last day of 2008

should i be happy or sad?

no ideeea.

=x

was totally in dissapointed mood for 2 days.

am i not that understanding enuf?

hell no i don't think so. never doubt on that.

curious is my name.

oh yesshhhh it is.

still got the watch with me now. am really confusing..

post it? or no.

ah-

unc tagged in and ask me to change my number. lol

yeah, my number sucks anyway-017-9326528

so will get a new number reli soon enuf

errrm

the number shud be 012-9538181? if i'm not mistaken.

my bro will be 8080 at the back. lol

cooool?==

okie.thats the first post of the last day of 2008

P/S: any contdown event tagg me okie?!

camwhored. =x

Beanie on my shoulder.

am hugging Beanie.

this was supposed to be errr 29th of Dec's post.hehe. but i'll post it on 30th.

okie.went to cousin's place for a home-cooked western dinner. yummmie. i made the wedges.

=D

so after the dinner, we decide to take a walk with my aunt and unc. but before that,we visited the neighbour. lol. cus she got a toy poodle. haha! i loove poodles. the pics up there shows the dog-Beanie. she's so so adorable. ^^

and then we took the walk. LOL.

oh yeah. the afternoon. me and su chin went for badminton. but in the end we canceled our court and joined our friend-pui theng. lol. met her bf-Daren. (sorrie if i spelled wrongly) hes leaving at night to New Zealand. su chin tagged in for bowling at night butta my mom seems anti-bowling. sigh. shes weird laa.

# 30th of Dec#

okie. tagged wilson and WJ. ask them to teman me go shopping at ecm. lol. sounds like i'm abusing them. =x

had lunch with su chin at kfc first. then WJ came and so temaned him for sushis. i just had a cup of ocha cus i'm full. then we went 3 Dots and chat with su chin. then came wilson the super late boy. chatted again.. and bla bla bla and ended up in Bata cus i wanna buy school shoes? and then sox world butta out of stock for the socks i wan. lol. and at lassstttt. City Chain. bought a Fossil watch cost 424.smtg smtg. sigh.

and then i was supposed to go yoga but skipped. XDD

and ended up being stick to the korean drama till the a.m.

lol

and finally,the tree.and this,another prob-car broken down.this is when taken when we can move finallythe start of the jamtoday's outfit.

so i just came back from tc. lol. stucked in the jam for 1 hr+ cus pokok tumbang.lol. i was goin back that time butta...haha.

and in the McD..lol. fuck McD laa...the service damn bad today.

leo tagged and we chatt on the phone while waiting for the jam to move.

stupid maxis..so crazy laa the line..issh..

erm.sorry about this post butta it seems like i'm complaining about most of the things.hehe.

going to sleep now.hooooray! alone tonight! XXD

ciao!

night people

night leo.love u babe!

#2 post of the day

i know i look weiird enough in the photos but i am indeed very weiird. winkiies.

so so so so so so so..

erm. done nothing just now unless you counted i spent my time in the toilet and pulling tissues out of the box non-stopping because i'm sneezing non-stopping and counting money for leo's x'mas present.

oooh oooh.i said it out. yup. gonna get him a watch. XXD. no fossil in kuantan so seiko for him.

good news. wilson tagged and he's back in kuantan.so we are goin for badminton tomorrow i guess. with erm su chin and WJ and perhaps my bro. sigh. hate to bring my bro along. HAHA

ooops. goin out again now.

toodle people!

p/s:got myself to Jack Daniel's just now. yippie!

hehehehe,dats 2 bossinis and one puma

this is what we did during the stay over,psps and laptops.

drink whisk and die for whisky

muahaha! have been stuffin myself with bottles of Jack Daniel's. XD my favourite!(leo's too) and resulting headache the next morning.

so 2008 is gonna end in few days time.

and this is what i've been doin the whole holiday:

-drinking Jack Daniel's most of the time

-going out with firends non-stopping(resulting i'm being grounded)

-enjoying my nightlife in KL

-missed the silent disco and fuck fuck fuck!!

-talking on cells during midnight with leo

-blogggingggg and msn-ing and FS-ing and FB-ing

-catching up with friends

-sharing secrets?

-staying over at abhi's place and cousin's

-making pizzas and cupcakes

-shopping for sure in paviie

-stepping in and out in coach,fendi,paul frank,bossini,puma,prada, and p/s: but no LV.cus i hated LV

-lepaking around ou<->klcc<->sg.wang<->paviie<->midvalley but most of the time in paviie

and for club-just BBC

but it was nice

i wanna go Bar Celona laa!! cus i got special treat XDD but the club that i really wanted to go is The Kings and Angels. its a sex bar. i wonder whats inside...hehehe. and i'm going ter tagged Billy if i ever get the chance to go into The Kings and Angels. haha! he's the Bar Celona's ambassador.

so i wasn't at home since x'mas and just came back this afternoon.

acchhooooo!

sneezing.. for the second time in 3 minutes.

many things happened since x'mas. sigh. had a fight with leo. damn it!

will not go into details but for sure one thing i still love him.and he still love me.

oh yeah! he got 2 adopted daughters which he loves them more den me. sigh.

they are my cousins laa. and then he asked me: so what u feel now?

damn him. he say thats the feeling which evrymom felt. yea yea, true true.

grrrrr

i'm living to impress myself,not you.

i can fly on my own.

fuck ya!

while parties are going on at home..while the carols filled the air in the church...while the ochestras is impressing the audience...
while we are having the cookies and ginger bread...

santa has received his gift from his father.. and took a break.

p/s:sorry for the 'joke'.i'm no joker.

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S T

so woke up early today and hit the church. the drama and perfomances were great! i love it. made all of us laugh till drop. XXD the lunch was normal but the pastries~yumm! after church went to Pastor Joel's. the indian food was nice and i simply love the mutton! Xp. and for the desert i had Sables. ^^ my favorite cookie- then mom and the others was talking and den bla bla bla bla bla and we went back. but me and bro decided to visit my 3 lovely cousin's place as their parents went HK. so it was fun. we had another tea party there. LOL. and i just came back. me and bro will be staying over at their place and so we came back for shower and packing and i'll bring along my cupcakes there too. ^^''

and that was for today's.
as for yesterday,well me and su chin hit along the beachside and we got spray all over. LOL. we had our countdown in daddy's car cus we're still stuck in the jam the the clock strike 12. LOL. and at last we went back around 1.05 am. sigh.

i felt a lil better but not really the good. haiz. and for the photos above that was taken on the way to Uncle Joel's place. and thats my favourtie new skirt from Bossini and the outfit today. was wearing high heels the whole day duh. gosh.

ok.gtg now. need to get some shower and will be heading to cousin's place and see you guys tmrw perhaps.


MERRY CHRISTMAST!!!

yippp.another favourite boxer from 3 Dots.and this too!after yoga.sorry for the headless part.

3# post


here comes the third post of the day.
i take back my word of not having photos flooding my blog.
=]
so as usual hitting the yoga at 8pm and i purposely exhausted myself. i think i'm numbing myself though i said i'm numbed. ugh. i couldn't feel more better.

Jesson tagged me and it was like almost a year i didn't catch up with him. gee. he's back from sarawak. and he's asking me out for the x'mas countdown. sigh. i wish i could go out with friends. he asked me what i'm gonna do on x'mas night? and i shot back: drunk myself and get into a fight. and hell yes! thats what i'm planning.

damn it! i stuff myself with two self-made pizzas and a glass of self-blended apple juice and kept meself busy with movies psps and playing Chopin. gosh! i've not been through this situation in my past 15 yrs of life! i hate it. it dosen't make me feel better. what i need now is a friend by my side and his call. fuck the sit outta me!

sorry for using the F word butta i can't find any suitable words to replace it.
i found something interesting and this is it:

THIS IS WHAT YOU DO AT 2 AM:

[X] talking on the cell with your boy/girl
[X] partying so hard and drunken yourself
[O] HAVING ANAL SEX!!!!

sigh. i'm a bad joker after all. and i found out what F E A R means actually

F fuck
E everything
A and
R run away!


forget bout it.i'm no joker.
so tomorrow's plans. will be up early i guess for shopping and grocerring with parents while bro having class. and then i will be baking my cupcakes! CUPCAKES!!!! yippie~my favourite bah! and then will have steamboat with families and perhaps cousins as well at my place but no turkey! sad. i'll pass that cause i will get my self dozen of Jack Daniel's whiskey with cola and my favourite wine Rose. and perhaps shandy or kikapo for the kids?no idea. oh yeah. forgotten daddy's favourite Sheridan's. so thats it. and ended up with my hand-made cupcakes. ^^ yumm yumm.

so off i go now. toodle!

p/ss

#1:merry x'ams people

#2:don"t ever forget my x'mas present unless you dont want the gifts from Bali

#3:sorry for the grammaaar errooorrrrrrrrr

xoxo

peace out Santa!

second post

i'm both physically and mentally out of pink.
stop making me think of that loser,he owes me anyways.

okie. i'm seriously out of my mind now and i don't really know what to do.
i checked on the history. and that sounds like i'm a bitch. but i don't wanna make him think i'm a bitch or what and so i never ask. WJ insist me that i should really really ask him. but my question strike him dead silence as i know what boys are thinking all the time. i don't wanna be the puppet and i hope i'm not. since we swear to GOD and its in Jesus name but he never say "i pray" after it. i hate this part right here. yeah! go PCDs!

its just nothing good for me. i keep on thinking like a lil woman ir maybe not. i don't know. this 2008's X'mas part isn't going to make me feel better. but worst i think. i should have known more before i get into it.i don't wanna feel regret or what when the game started but i..i can't. its like a necessary path for me to go through all the way long. trust or not? no idea. WJ says i should just keep quiet and enjoy the moment now. yeah maybe i should. at the same time,i will not make myself a fool. and so i will take my next step very careful and yet its risky.

photos of my life will not flood my blog so often now because i'm in no mood to it. but words and thoughts and emos will start to overflow right now. and i'm gonna make it happen. i still don't feel better.can someone buy me drink?

people tend to think she's a prostitute or what..but she's not affected by the petty comments around her. wow. but but she sounds like a bitch to me,even to my fren. sorry people cus i have to keep it secret.

and here ends my 2# post of the day. maybe heading for the 3# post? no idea.

p/s:pardon me for my grammatic error

I think i'm thinking too much about things

This is not doing any good for me but right now,

i don't see anything i can do to make myself feel better either.

Its quite bad news,

knowing i'm helpless.

i know i shouldn't have done that

but thats what in evry girls blood runs

knowing well that we couldn't resist

so why should i avoid it?

ask or dont

that dosnt matter anymore

i wish i could drunk myself now

hell no says mom

and friends i guess

christmast i s coming

but i don't feel the bit of it

as i numbed myself all over

i will not get hurt anyway

i know i shouldn't be so so negative

but i can't find any reason to act more positive

any reason guys?

just get the 'FOO' out of me!

p/s:sorry for the emotions but i'm really stressed now.

one of my favourite pic of him.

i look like a zombie.

as usual
woke up late/early today??i dunno.but one thing for sure--i woke up laughing. BAHAHAHA! mom says i was dreaming. XDD so i passed my breakfast and parents decided to have lunch at secret reciepe since me and daddy wanted to have cakes so hard. XXD. i ordered my favourite vienna brownies and daddy ordered the cake of the month-hazel cheeeeeeese. leo loves marble cheese cake. LOL . so we talked on cell yesterday midnight. and he told me he moved out to his new house.he's staying alone.he told me how bahagia i am to stay with my family. well. what i can say is yeah. he moves out because he says its about the time and age bah. sigh . he's a big boy.maybe i shud say a man??

anywayyysss...i spent all my day at the...erm..grandma's and the place to do passport.sorry but i dunno what that place called.urgh.hated that machine.my pic was ugly. eeuwww. and my brother's..BAHAHA!can't describe in in words laa..he hide his photo away from us so i can't take the picture. XXDDD. its really damn funny. XXD .so at grandma's me and my bro supposed to ate the 'tang yuan' and i dunno what it calls in english.but we didn't even touch. LOL .grandma cooked that. but somehow i prefer to taste it at home. yummy! its a Gong Fu's traditional style. i like it. yummm yummm. love u grandma! <3

and now it has been confirmed that we are heading to Bali for CNY next year. hooooray! because this time su chin came along tooo! its gonaa be real fun! Aunt Kim says Bali was her favourite place! LOL. and she assured me that i would love it. hmmm of course lah! i love oceans! XDD

but that would not going to be my favourite place.really.PRAGUE. Prague would be my favourite place of all the world.i even dream of staying there. LOL. leo says he we would go there for honey moon. XD so sweet of him. and he even knew that i wanted to stay there butta he still got his buisness here and so i say nevermind my dream. i love him so so much!!! T-T

recently i found that not only blogging can express all my thoughts and feelings but take self photos and playing piano and dancing can express it all too! wow. i've found one new hobby in me which turned out to be--smilling/laughing of all the sudden without any reasonable reason. i think its cooool. =DD

good day to you people.

and merry x'mas!

XOXO

love you babe.

<3

peace out

japanese comics.i can't have it.and this,had been with me for 4 yearsand no matter what,this will be my favourite place to hang out in my teen life.all time favourite hot chocalate.always been my favourite part in my room.my favourite korean food-spicy ricemy favourite teppanyaki.one of my favourite japenese drink.thats my baby puma.

i had no idea why am i uploading these pics butta all of them is my favourite stufff! XXD

leo woke up at 7 pm today.yea.he slept at 8 am. gile. thats the result for drinking with frens. haha! they went clubbing yesterday.and two of his frens was deeply drunk but one of them made a request to go for dota at 4 am. lol. leo say he's sohai. another lol. during dota-ing,two of his fren fall asleep while on the game. one of them just simply laid down on the floor and was fast asleep.another just drop his head and sleep like that. crazy. at the end they went for some food and get back and slept. LOL

lalalala

had no idea what to blog now.seriously...i'm hungry now laa..wtf. WJ and the others came back from the St.John camp and he wrote his personal message in msn: i love my toilet!

LOL.

fuck.i got double grounded now. fuck fuck fuck.

whats wrong with blogging huh?whats wrong with managing my FS and FB?!

my parents laa.isshh.GRRRRRRR

better go now.

sleep tight people and wish me luck!!!

p/s:i really need to think of something to get rid of this punishment!!!

XOXO

love you babe.

<3

peace out

this is the silent disco..first night.entrance FREE~so cool!and this is my babe-leo.he's sitting on his hse's roof.lol.and i'm sleepy.yup.its the new skirt from Bossini.am having my Gucci strip in me mouth. XDDyou just cant be rude to your baby bear. =DD

camwhores!!!can't help it. XXDD. and so..morning people!now its 10:36 and i'm blogging..l a m e--preparing for badminton later at 11 with su chin!that lady she told me she miss me so so much. HAH! finally she said it. so touch laa.. XXD.so i guess this woll be the last chance for me to sneak into internet?or maybe not. i hope NOT. sigh. leo's off today too.he was out drinking wif frens yesterday midnite and he can't call me cus his hp is out of battery. sad. its been 2 days we are not on our cell. i missssss him soooooooo much. T-T anywayyyyyyy...gtg now. sigh.

XOXO

love you babe!

<3