.

I think i'm thinking too much about things

This is not doing any good for me but right now,

i don't see anything i can do to make myself feel better either.

Its quite bad news,

knowing i'm helpless.

i know i shouldn't have done that

but thats what in evry girls blood runs

knowing well that we couldn't resist

so why should i avoid it?

ask or dont

that dosnt matter anymore

i wish i could drunk myself now

hell no says mom

and friends i guess

christmast i s coming

but i don't feel the bit of it

as i numbed myself all over

i will not get hurt anyway

i know i shouldn't be so so negative

but i can't find any reason to act more positive

any reason guys?

just get the 'FOO' out of me!

p/s:sorry for the emotions but i'm really stressed now.