Saikoku Monotogari(Colourcloud Palace)

This is d song that i luurv d most!!!

My Fabulous Day~**

in a happy mood today^^!!

du du du du~

i went out with my mom today..

we are going to choose some fresh new colour for our house^^

so we went dere for almost 3 hours..

and finally i get the right colour for my house!!

hooray for me^^

i've got talent in choosing colour for houses as i lurv drawing and colouring since i was a child~

and i love design too^^

i alwiz got the right taste for my family..

hehe,dat make us felt comfortable...

mmm..

happy happy happy!

dad is painting all d interior house..

and now its done!!

i love my house now..

it feels homy and cozy..

and i want the house talk to us,not that we talk to them..

dats how u will get a real home..

well,d trip to Genting Highland canceled..

and we are goin to KL dis friday..

haiz...

anyway,i got invited to the Pahang state basketball competition from 29 of Nov till 2 of Dec..

well,i'm goin dere as a St.Johner though..

hehe..

but i'm happy to go..

cux dere are lots and lots of hot guys!!

@.@''!~

hahaha....

too happy when i talk about guys..

la la la la~

omg!i luurv dat new movie cast by Wuchun!!

it is called Romantic Princess!!

argh!!

he looks like a prince in dat movie!!!i luurv him so much!!!

i'm gonna watch it now

yea,i noe its midnite but i dun care!

argh!

if u ever ask me wad will make me go crazy,

it will be HOT and HANDSOME and COOL guys!

Love today

hmmm..
today me n abhi canceled our plan to mall today..
cux her dad fix her to play golf wid his frens..
pity her laa..
and she told me she couldnt play well..
nahh,i dont think so..hehe..

den we delayed it to tomorow but i jus got a text from her telling me dat she hav golf tomorow again..
oh wad a sad thing to hear..
nvm,we will do it nex time abhi..deres alwiz nex time^^

so tomorow i'm goin to shop wid my mom^^

i'm so happy today..
i managed to go yoga for 6 days continuously^^
yay!hooray for me^^

olivia is on her flight now back from Melbourne..
she will reach here by tomorow^^
i miss her so much..

i'm kinda happy mood today^^
and i keep on listening to Mika's Love Today..


everybody's gotta love today gotta love today gotta love today
everybody's gotta love today gotta love today gotta love today
anyway u wont to
anyway u've got to
love love me
love love me
love love me


and i just went to youtube and watched Colourcloud Palace^^
omg!i lurv it!
d guys are hot and handsome and cool
while d gals are beautiful...
gosh!i'm goin crazy...
arh...i'm in lurv wid Ryuuki and Seien now..
not only dat..Koyu and Eigetsu too..
much much more!!!
i'm goin to continue it tomorow^^


ok,got to go now,mom is calling me to read d bible..
=.=''

da da da di da di dong...
da da da di da di dong...
da da da di da di dong dong da di da di dong dong
da da da di da di dong...
da da da di da di dong...

Damn it!i'm gonna change my phone if it still not working!!

i hate it today!!

urghh!for so many hours i sat infront of my computer but done nothing!
i'm busy installing that stupid damn sony ericsson thingy into my comp..
i installed it b4 but duno why laa..
i cant use it now!!
how cud i transfer all dose songs into my phone?!
i hate it!
damn dat stupid thingy!

tomorow i'm goin out wid abhi for lunch in the mall
and we still havent decide which movie we gonna to watch..
haha..

haiz...
i'm still down becux of dat damn thingy..
mayb tomorow i'll go and get some help..
no,wait a sec!
oh no!dat shop closed!!!
argh!!
i hate dem!!!
i'm vry furious now!
fine!i'm goin to change another phone!

damn it damn it damn it!!!
haizz..duno laa...dun wan to think bout it anymore..

I need to get more rest**

(yawning)

i'm kinda tired today though..
i don't know why..
mayb is my yoga thingy making me so tired..but still,i'm goin evriday^^''

well,today i woke up at 6.45a.m...
guess wad i'm goin to do waking up so early in d morning?
u cant guess it laa..
jus to watch Animax,some childish cartoon..


yea,u may laugh..but i'm addicted to animax and its part of my life now..haha

afta dat show,its 7.30a.m.
so i decided to do my theory,cux its been a long time i din touch my theory work..
i think i've forgotten some of it..
all dose wad Bb major or wadever harmonic thingy is making me crazy..urghh~

i'm doin my theory while checking my mail and dl-ing songs..
hehe..i'm such a naught but dats me^^
at last,i jus done one page of d theory exam paper...
=.=''
cux i keep on editing my frenster n chattin wid frens and dl-ing songs and restarting my pc again n again n again~

gosh!for 5 hours i've only done dat much for my theory!
i cant think wad wud happen if i go for d theory exam in such situation..
unimaginable..

and guess wad?
for 1 hour at my piano teacher's home sweet home,i've jus done a page of the theory exam paper!!
damn it!!i swear i wont keep dis situation long,i will change it..
yea,mayb i will get back to dis form again..hehe

so i was wondering wher i shud go for dis holiday
bro said he wanted to go penang but i guess he jus interested in dose food..
well,for me,i wanted to go kl and pavilion!!!
cux shopping is my anti-drug!!
i can go wild for it!
so,at last,we decided to go genting first den kl..
ok,dat sounds good for me..

bro jus bought an osim's item,its a u-squeez(foot massage machine)
its around rm1600 i think,vry heavy and big!!
but i din help him to carry dat..
wakaka..
and dad is trying now

i had a long chat wid olivia on phone just now
and we were talking bout guys..
haha!its vry funny cux i found out dat deres a guy's nick called tom-yam soup..
haha
his real name is tommy teoh laa..duno is teo or teoh,i dun care,as long he is tom-yam soup to me^^
haha

we were talking about hot guys and handsomes one all over our conversation..
she's still in perth now and she say she's very boring..
yea yea,i knew dat and she's blaming me for not goin dere wid her..
gahaha!

(yawning)

hmm..i'm goin to sleep now

my eyes are getting more heavy by evri sec..

so good nite!

Pain Inside

When I see your smile

Tears roll down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong

I have figured out..

How this world turns cold

and it breaks through my soul..

And I know

I'll find deep inside me

I can be theone..

Cuz your my true love,

my wholeheart..

Please

don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you..

Please

don't walk away

and ..

Please

tell me you'll stay..

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning grey..

What Comes around,Goes around

A happy day again..haha..

ok,so today i went to my granny's hse to pay respect to my grandpa..
and my uncle(grandpa's eldest son) gave me a check...
its the money my grandpa left to us..
so i get rm5000 and my bro rm5000 and my dad rm20000...
dad says he wiil use rm10000 to buy something for me..muahaha

i'm glad that evrything is back to their normal form..
some of them aint that perfect yet..but i'm going to do my best!!

good news,i'm going KL next week and i'm goin to PAVILION!!!!
arghh..i love it!but still,i dunno wad to buy though..hahaha
cux dad still owe me a b'day present^^

olivia's at Perth now and she's cuming bak on 26
i'm still wondering wad shud i get her for her b'day..
she got evrithin though..jiayi suggest to buy a T-shirt for her..
so i think it will be a T-shirt..

i'm glad that olivia make it clear now..and now she's single..
she say she will oni get a bf when she turns 18
"i wan to enjoy being single" she said.

yea,i agree that.being single is good..
cause

SINGLE=FREEDOM

thats to me though..haha
now i finaly put down Ming Thai..
yea,its quite a hard time for me..but i still manage to do that!!!hooray for me!!^^

wad comes around goes around..its true.

Happy Day~**

du du du du du~

i'm so happy today~

la la la la la~

ok,so i went to the astro ofice there and i changed my package.yay!i get back my favourite channels ANIMAX,E!,[V],Mtv and much more!!muahaha,i'm too happy!

i watched the American Musics Awards 2007 and its awesome!

breaktrough artist won by:
Daughtry

best country band/group won by:
Rascal Flatts

soul/r n b male won by:
Akon

best soundtrack album won by:
High Schooo Musical

country female won by:
Carrie Underwood

Adult contemporary won by:
Daughtry

soul/r n b album won by:
Justin Timberlake

favourite artist of the year won by:
Carrie Underwood

pop/rock album won by:
Daughtry

country album won by:
Carrie Underwaood

international artist won by:
Beyonce

rap/hip-hop band/group/duo won by:
bone thugs-n-harmony

soul/r n b female won by:
Rihanna

pop/rock female won by:
Fergie


Live Performances by:

fergie
will.i.am
avril lavigne
rascal flatts
maroon 5
jonas brothers
rihanna ft. neyo
sugarland ft.beyonce
celine dion
lenny harritz
chris brown ft. t-pain
alicia keys
duran duran
mary.j blige
queen latifah
daughtry

i cant sleep now laa..i think i'm goin to clean up my room now..

i'm so gila doin housework at midnite!haha..

-Speaking Out My Mind-

有时后，

我会自己一个人坐在房间里，

一边看外面的风景，

一边听音乐。

当时，我才发现到这世界要说大，并不会很大；要说小，它却不小。

真的一时不知该怎么去形容这世界。

在不同人的世界里，都会有着不同的世界。

有些悲观的人，往往都会认为这世界很小。

至于那些快乐的人呢，他们都会认为这世界很大。

而那些喜欢学习，寻找挑战的人，他们往往都会认为这世界怎么这么大啊！

而在我世界里呢，都充满着期待、希望、快乐、悲伤、痛苦、新鲜、挑战。

每天早上，当我挣开双眼的时候，我都会慢慢的再把它闭回。

我会在心里问问自己：

今天，我想如何渡过？我都有几种选择。

但在那么多当中，我都会选择快乐的渡过。有了第一题的答案，我就会再问下去：

那如果我今天收到了一些影响我心情很大的事情，我会怎么办？

对，我都很害怕回答这问题。不过，我还是会尽力的去思考它。

最后我的答案是：就让它来吧！它只不过是个路过者而已，没必要去针对它。因为我认为，我所走的路，是属于我的路，所以应该是由我去制造我的路，没必要让他人毁灭，或是骚扰。这就是我所谓的路过这者。他们往往都是在我人生生涯中的配角而已，不是主角。

答过了两道问题后，我就会问最后一个问题了：

那我會怎樣去處理這些問題？答案很簡單：隨機應變。我不會將他們收在心上。因為在我心中只栽種快樂的事情和回憶罷了。這就是我的答案。

很簡單，對吧？哈哈！然后呢，我就會帶着幸福的笑容醒來，以迎接每一天。

Today’s phrase: Before you criticize someone,you should walk a mile in their shoes.That way,when you criticize them,you are a mile away from them,and you have their shoes

-I love boredom and sorrow-

Taking your own life with boredom,

I'm taking my own life with wine -

it helps you to rule out the sorrow,

it helps me to empty my mind,

Making the most of a bad time,

I'm smoking the brains from my head,

Leaving the coal.

I'm tired from being blamed!!!!

Guys,i swear i never send it before all right?

my msn also hav virus.i got it from the others too.

so drop it down!!

i deleted that f*cking msn account and so i'm not using it anymore.f*ck msn!!!

now whats going on in my life??it isnt fabulous anymore!!!no more msn,and u know what??

NO MORE ANIMAX!!!!

dont say i'm childish,but that's my favourite channel!!!argh!i'm goin to kill dat astro guy!!and no more E! too,dat means no more KIMORA's show!!!

i lurv Kimora Lee Simmons so much!!

i jus had my thai food supper..and i bought some books from popular just now.Now i was curious for what i'm going to take nex year.i've start to study the Biology,Physics and History.today i just started my Chemistry and Additional Maths.Gosh,the Add.Maths is damn hard!!i cant even understand what it says in the book!!Still,i dont know i can go for Science stream nex year or not,i wish i can go,though my ambition is to be a lawyer or a designer.hehe.ok,thats it for tonite.i'm goin to teach my mom how to sing now^^ok,mom is calling me now and i've got to go.bye^^

What a day~**

Lets see..

Ok,so i woke up at 10.35 and i had to fight with my bro for the computer,but he won..
So,i went to my kitchen make up some luxurious breakfast(actually it was just 2 half-boiled eggs,some beacons,bread,sausage,tuna,papaya and some grapes)

Afta that stomach bursting breakfast,i still cant get my computer back.I desided to watch TV..
heart broken moment again..suddenly no more Aniamx and E!...damn it..forgot to call dat Astro guy..

i watched a korean drama,a very famous drama,i dont wads its name in english so sorry for that..hehe..its the 3rd time i watched it

than mom called me out for shopping..i dont wish too but no choice,cause shopping is my anti-drug,haha..before that,i got my comp back so i checked my fren's blog and my idol Wuchun's blog..i lurv his life!!and he's hot and handsome..

went to so many furniture shop..kinda boring but cool..all the stuff looks nice to me..i saw 1 big wardrobe cost rm2400,vry big and high,classic style..mom wish to buy it..

then my bed,dont know cost how much,but is over rm1500..
bro called:hey sis,i'm very hungry,go get me some food..
me:lol,i'm still in the furniture shop laa..
bro:where is it?
me:at Woon Wah..
bro:dats vry near our house rite?good.get me some food..
me:i've gotta ask mom first..
bro:ask now laa..
me:she's talking on her phone too..(haha)
bro:what the..i dont care,just get me some food ok?go to go now,palying game..c u in lil bit..
me:lol,i try to ask mom first,bye!

mom stil talking with the boss there..what?!lol..u both r reli funny..the boss say i can marry his son and we will be in a same family so i can get many free furniture..lol..i dont want it!but his son is very hot and handsome,i saw him there..haha,he's 17 dis year..but still i dun wan to marry him

later on,i get some time for a bath..phew~how realx it was..then i checked my friendster and msn..den we went out for evening tea..

had to fihgt the front seat with my bro again,still he won..issh~
afta that,we went to fetch my grandma from her friend's hse..she's gambling there..haha

so dats it for today i think..oh,some bloody guy scolded me on msn for sending him virus..GOD!! I SWEAR I DIDN'T SEND ANYTHING BEFORE!! he wont believe me either..F*CK him!!

-Friendships-

What do you know about FRIENDSHIP?

What do you know about FRIEND?

Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more humans.

Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them.

As you all can see,friends is part of our life.Friends is vry important to us,they help us in many ways.They always be by our side whenever we needed them.One of my best friend is having a very hard time now.She and one of her best friend,or best mate,no,its just more than best friend is over.I mean their 8 years of frienship.8 years of friendship ended up for some reason i don't know because its a long long story.

"A big big drama"she said.

For some reason,i knew how she feels now.Abhi,if you r reading now,i hope that you can overcome urslef.Think about all the happry and precious memories u hav wid Sharon.You are always welcome to find me anytime you want.you can talk to Anju dey all.Anju is a great advicer and she always cum out wid a really good advice.Rememeber you still have us,alright?Take a big rest from it and go for a holiday if u want.