oh yeah,another news.

i tak kena NS!

yay!!

Man In The Mirror-MJ

on top of every thing.

MJ.Michael Jackson.

The true legend of this universe.

i'm so sad of the passing of this icon. he's my idol since childhood. i never tell anyone but my mom and dad. i've been listening to his song since i'm a lil girl. i remeber so well the very first song i listened to-Billy Jean. and the 2nd-Beat It. and the 3rd-Thriller.

but i simply love Billy Jean.
MJ,we'll always remember you,because you've created a legend,a new world to us.

your dancing changed the whole world's mind. and it lead us to the hip hop/break dance and ect.

MJ,thankyou. we love you.

i love you.

but

so long,and goodnight.

MJ's Day-26.06.every year.

guess whads in my mind right now?

BIG BANG!

SHINEE!!

TVXQ!!!

and sadly,MJ.

i'm so fcuking tired today.came back around 7ish.still with my uniform on.had my dinner in a very rush speed and 7.45ish left home again for piano extra class.next friday will be my practical exam day,kinda nervous but kinda not.ah! i'm just so tired. i've got a loooooooooooottt of work need to be done.i got my over hundreds history question need to be done by this week. i got another psychology essay to waiting to be written. got another lecturers' video waiting to be watch. and whads the worst is i need to interview 80ish calon PPS this thursday and friday!and you know whad?i'm going back around 6ish this thursday,which means i'll be skipping my account ttn.wtf! i've skipped Sebastian today! urgh. starting to skip ttn from now on because of the SPM seminar going on.aiks. i'm just so tired. not only physically but mentally too. how i wish i could just disappear suddenly and then come back when i want. but thats just a wish.omg!i had 4 days of double history going on this week. and 4 periods of chemistry this thursday. gonna die soon. must get some high-tech stuff stick with me from now on.i just can't stand with that fired-egg(pn.mas) talking about history. its like listening to Professor Binns.

oh yeah,talk abt that. can't wait for HP movie!! i'm gonna skip that day's ttn just to watch the premiere. muahahaha! obsessed with HP!!!

The Last Hari Pelaporan

26.06.2009

the last day of my hari pelaporan.

after aaallllll the talkings

conclusion has been made

''time management problem''

and

''concentration in class''

duh.

i'm fcuking sho Kathy will change my place.

i know that is for my own good.

but still

i wish

i wish

i wish

she will not change.

i think i'm kinda emo

or am i not?

no idea.

=)

XXDD

the ss session started after the end of kelas tambahan.and continued with me ans susu during jogging time.

and so here ends the happy day.

laughed too much. my mouth sakit.

happy birthday mom!

we did not turn off the light cause it was natuarally dark-thunderstorm that time!that is so so 'romantic'.hahaha!special thanks to sister yein yein for the cake. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!!

i looooove youuu!!!

muacks muacks muacks!
you are SUPERB!

Fathers' Day

on top of everything,Happy Fathers' Day!

not in a good mood now..so nothing to blog.

my computer is going ter be completely rosak.

bad news to me.

Granny's Birthday

had tons of funn!

=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAN!

Not Every Friday is a FRIDAY.

hi (:

came back from bible study and am watching The Lost World:Jurassic Park 2 for the 1234th time. teehee. today's school was kinda nothing to do. went back around 12ish because the teachers are having some kind of jamuan perpisahan. snapped a lot of crazy pictures in school.had fun! arrived home around 1245ish because of the terrible traffic jamming. had 'zap fan' for lunch and it tasted no good. practised piano and then facebooked. i'm addicted to the Farm Town. LOL. had a loooooooooong chat with my kaiko and then went for normaziah(never mind the spelling is right or wrong) and then came home around 615ish. watched Beethoven Virus and then went pasar malam with Josh. had 3 stick of 'Fei Zhai Lok Lok' and then da pao the taiwan chicken back home. Su Chin called and facebooked again. played Farm Town and then left for bible study around 8ish. came home around 9ish and then cursed my computer. the system was so damn sloooooowww. used up about 1/2 hour to log in to my window. is time to get a laptop for me.

anywayyyys

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO JIA YIN!!!!

i'm so sorry i couldn't go for the steamboat with you.but i promise you i'll get you a nice present.just you wait and see. happy birthday again and i love you!

note to myself:when teachers are having high expectation on you,they are actually pressuring you,and that ain't a compliment.

p/s:bro,i promise i will not think too much.take care!

AFS interview.

thisand thisand thisand thisand thisand thisand finally this.



the interview was 3 words

"okay but scary"

LOL.

What a Day.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY YEN JING!!!

meet Berge all the way from Norway...

and Mito from China.

hi.just came home.went to popular to renew my pens. then dropped daddy and Josh at Kevin's.he went fishing today and will be back in half an hour time.Daddy and Josh got very excited.i don't know why..

anyway.skipped chinese class this morning and so woke up around 11.14ish.LOL.i know its late.ate my lunch and then worked on my folio.watching Beethoven Virus at the same time. break time around 2ish.i'm so glad that mommy actually forgotten about the class replacement at 2 for add maths.hahahha!so waited for mom to come home and continue watching Beethoven Virus and do my folio at the same time. then mommy say shes goin to take a nap and then Josh change the channel to 413 and we watched The Dark Is Rising for the 3rd time.helped mom around the house chores around 5ish and continued Beethoven Virus and then finally out for dinner with family.

its school day tomorrow.how i wish i could freeze the time.haha.but thats impossible.

got to go now.i'm not having a good day,just so you know.

smile always. (:

June 13 and i'm sitting uneasy

went for check up and the dentist says my teeth is in a very good condition and i don't need any treatment. haha! thats whad i'm proud of,really.i love my teeth so so much. okay.this was two days ago.

and today...
woke up at 7.45ish. ask me why so early?because we the SOONS cucu-cicit is going to take a photo in Taman Gelora for Granny's birthday.this idea came from Ann Sis. great idea. so have fun until 945ish and then dropped Su Hui and Baby home. and then me,my bro and Terng Gor Gor went for breakfast near my house.arrived home 1030 ish and played my piano. then facebooked and Snopes-ed.
one day to go till school re-open.urghhh..
i've been in holiday mood for so so long and OMG!! SPM is coming really really soon now. its already June 13 and arhhh...i don't wanna imagine that.
forget it.

Beethoven Virus Addicted!

Beethoven-one of the great composerThe cover of the movie.The mean but great conductor Kang Kon Yu or Maestro Kang a.k.a. Beethoven.a trumpeter which has the same name as Maestro Kang who wish to be a conductor.His conductng style is totally different with Maestro Kang. he is also known as the Mozart.Du Lu Mei.the violinist who loves Meastro Kang but is having hearing problem.




just so you know,Beethoven never get along with Mozart because Beethoven hates him.

good night Beethoven,and also Mozart.

(:

Can't get you off my mind.

note to myself: trust is our traitor,sometimes.

and i can't believe i'm still playing this.

hi (: its been a loooooooooong time since i blog seriously. LOL. most of the time these days i've been blogging off ranfdomly cus my emotion is still not in the stable mood.now i'm getting okay i think.it seems not so shaky tho.well,at least i smiled. (: Alfred(my childhood teddy) has been my relyer all these time. thanks Alfred,I love you! muacks. oh yeah,and my magic cube too.every turn i made to the cube turns away my sickness. (=

its 11.53 and i'm still here.talking randomly with mom and bro. i'm still not getting into the mood to sleep.

anywayyys....

woke up around 1216-ish. Aunt Sam and Yan Yan came.brought us a huge packet of Japanese mixed beans.sounds like All Flavoured Beans to me.haha! but relax,theres no ear wax and croakcoach.ewwww. Aunt Sumy called and asked when i would like to have her in my place for the bra-try out. yea,buying new bras. so she came over at 12.50ish and then try and try and dupp! two bras and rm175 gone. then surfed on internet,checked my mails and then facebooked.played Barn Buddy ( but i changed to Happy Farm) and then Farm Town. LOLs. it sounds childish i know but whos goin to care?as long it is fun and thats enuf! :D

arrived at yoga around 2.55ish.it is sooooooooooooooo damn hot! this year's summer is a real summer. 37 degree celcius and we are in Malaysia. pfft. came finished yoga at 4 sharp and headed to klinik pergigian for check up. swt,the register closed at 4.15. i thought they close at 4.30. nevermind. arrived home around 5ish cus of the stupid jamming along the Beserah highway and theres the JPJ blocking and checking. washed and dried and sitting down again infront of my computer and facebooked again. oh,this time meetoto-ed too. just to gain more mee-coins. checked my mails again and then turned on my i-tunes and played secondhand serenade. change my place and started my add maths. am so so ''hardworking''. =x

smsed and then grabbed my pencil case and books and a file and two small packets of the beans and headed to Su Chin's.arrived at ttn place around 7.56ish.half play and study throughout the class.tegured by teacher.so embarassing laa.

10 sharp and we get out of the class.Su Chin suggested we should go for Lin Chi Kang near my house and i said sorry because my mom is driving us home. should be bowling at the mall with Cheryl and her dad and some uncs by this time but i turned it down.no mood actually plus tomorrow morning still got Normasiah. urgh. you know whad?i accidentally skipped her class this morning because i totally forgotten about this morning's class. only 14 ppl turned up.LOL.

came back and facebooked again and meetoto-ed too.chatted with that kido-Alex and came here finally.

so here ends the day. and its 11.59.

good night.

p/s:i've got a weird but very happy dream yesterday.

All over you.

so looooong,and goooood night.

Not Anymore by Letoya Luckett

This is dedicated to..

Mmm, well if your feeling like I'm feeling,

then this is dedicated to you

Well, I've been the super girlfriend

Let you think that nothing bother me

Like when you go out with your friends

And people bring me back the stories

The stories bout them other girls

Bout this one, and that one, and those three

So when I ask a simple question

"Where were you last night?"

You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me

No..

Is anybody else just fed up?

If you heard it all before

Then right where you are just get up

Somebody say, I don't want it anymore

I don't want it anymore

Cause I've dried my eyes and I realized

I deserve somebody that'll treat me right

Somebody say, I don't want it anymore

I don't want it anymore

Because I know my word so you can keep

That drama, I don't want it anymore

not anymore

no more settling for less

I'm looking for that kind of man

That's gonna give his best, cause I'm giving my best

A man that wants to cherish this

And knows exactly how to woo me

Not some silly little boy

Who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies

This is dedicated to(better leave in a day)

This, this, this is dedicated to(wipe the tears from my face)

Mmm, well if you feeling like I'm feeling,

then this is dedicated to you (if you feel me say)

the memory haunts me

In the moonlight your face
it glows like a thousand diamonds
your hair flows like the ocean breeze
not a million fights could make me hate you
yeah its true
is it broken?can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes,you are not letting it go.
don't look away,because its where i could find peace at this moment.
so here we are now in a place where the song blends in with the ocean breeze
so far we stand across from each other
together we wonder if we will last these days
you said if you asked me to stay,will i say i would be yours?
and time is all i ask for
i just need one more day to lay in you
i've been crying too long and my teardrops wrote this song.

i'm pretending to be fine.