she said.
at last.
in her blog.
now i really duno what to do.
i'm in pain.
tarots?huh
i'm not dare to do it myself.
i miss the time when he played my pant's lil tail with his leg during ttn.
it tickles anyway.but i like.
i'm tired.
cried the whole night
and wake up with tearsdrop that is still fresh in my eyes.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Friday, July 18, 2008
i'm not okay-
i'm not okay-
i'm not okay now i'm not that fucking k
i'm not okay-ay-ay
you heard me now-
days fade away,things still the same
one look puts me the rythm in my head
still
i'll never understand why you hang around.
cover with make up in the mirror
telling myself that it's never gonna happen
i cried alone but the inner sound sweras that i love you so
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action you take bear a consequence
if i wait around forever
i'm surely will drown
When i see your smile
tears roll down my face
seasons are changing
and waves are crashing
and stars are falling over us
days go longer and nights grow shorter
i can't show you i'll be the one
what can i do to make u love me?
what can i do to make u care?
what can i do to make u see me?
i duno..
how i wish u never came around here
how i wish u could disappear when i'm all alone in pain and vains
seeing you with the others is like watching me myself dying
i duno wad shud i do..
i was suppose to watch ur game tonight
but i didn't make it at last
tellin her that my bro causes the probs
is a white lie
i hated her so much
but still,i talk to her.
the worst is i talk to u through her
and u are not giving any reply!
i dont know what the hell r u thinking
i don't know what the fuck of game u r playing
but i could tell u dat i'm suffering
u knew it and u acted dumb!
should i say it loud or keep it secret to myself?
i'm not okay-
i'm not okay now i'm not that fucking k
i'm not okay-ay-ay
you heard me now-
days fade away,things still the same
one look puts me the rythm in my head
still
i'll never understand why you hang around.
cover with make up in the mirror
telling myself that it's never gonna happen
i cried alone but the inner sound sweras that i love you so
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action you take bear a consequence
if i wait around forever
i'm surely will drown
When i see your smile
tears roll down my face
seasons are changing
and waves are crashing
and stars are falling over us
days go longer and nights grow shorter
i can't show you i'll be the one
what can i do to make u love me?
what can i do to make u care?
what can i do to make u see me?
i duno..
how i wish u never came around here
how i wish u could disappear when i'm all alone in pain and vains
seeing you with the others is like watching me myself dying
i duno wad shud i do..
i was suppose to watch ur game tonight
but i didn't make it at last
tellin her that my bro causes the probs
is a white lie
i hated her so much
but still,i talk to her.
the worst is i talk to u through her
and u are not giving any reply!
i dont know what the hell r u thinking
i don't know what the fuck of game u r playing
but i could tell u dat i'm suffering
u knew it and u acted dumb!
should i say it loud or keep it secret to myself?
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
just back from skul.
i am so damn sick right now.
lost my voice again.
this is my 2nd time i've lost my voice in 4 days time.
haha!break my record.hooray~
i skipped my physics class today,cus i'm sick.so i went to pn.katthy and ask fer her permission to go bilik sakit.well,i eneded up doing the readings for edrene.haha!
today i brought my own tarot deck and i asked carmen bring hers too.
(under abhi's request since last wednesdayXD)
we didn't have PE class today so teacher asked us to go to the libary and do whatever we want.
so i brought those tarots deck to the libary and i never expect to meet abhi and the others there!
"faith brought us here!" is what abhi said.
wow!shes gettin pro huh!
so i did a tarot reading for her,and the contains are kept secret here![wink]^^
unless abhi wrote it in her blog.
after her reading,many frens of mine asked me to do a reading for them to.
this is those who requested:
i am so damn sick right now.
lost my voice again.
this is my 2nd time i've lost my voice in 4 days time.
haha!break my record.hooray~
i skipped my physics class today,cus i'm sick.so i went to pn.katthy and ask fer her permission to go bilik sakit.well,i eneded up doing the readings for edrene.haha!
today i brought my own tarot deck and i asked carmen bring hers too.
(under abhi's request since last wednesdayXD)
we didn't have PE class today so teacher asked us to go to the libary and do whatever we want.
so i brought those tarots deck to the libary and i never expect to meet abhi and the others there!
"faith brought us here!" is what abhi said.
wow!shes gettin pro huh!
so i did a tarot reading for her,and the contains are kept secret here![wink]^^
unless abhi wrote it in her blog.
after her reading,many frens of mine asked me to do a reading for them to.
this is those who requested:
- kavitha murthi
- kavitha maniam
- kapla(swaarna)
- priyaa
- jun wei
- doreen
- foong yee
- che wan
- edrene
- su chin
i manage to finish all those reading for them but not su chin.susu!i'm sorrie laa,later i'll do it for u.
edrene's reading is special.because is i myself who offer a chance to do a reading for her.so i used my own card on her reading.she is the first fren that i used my own card on her.and her method is totally different from others.theres only 3 frens i'm goin to use my own deck for their reading only,and there are abhi,edrene and su chin.don't ask me why,its based on my feel only.
wow,i felt like i've got some psychic abilities.haha!
from the nine of them,only edrene get a The Fool card.her cards are rare because she get The Fool card as her last card,which is about her future.
It was from the Major Arcana.Most Tarot card decks show The Fool standing at the edge of a cliff,not watching what he's doin.he's daydreaming,he's staring off into the sky,he's mentally composing his grocery list.in other words,he's out of milk.
he's also one step away from plunging thousands of feet to his death.And it's not llike anyone didn't warn him.(hence,his name.also known as Le Mat)
in the Marseilles deck,which is mine deck he carries a walking stick,which is a symbol of materiality and a pouch,by which he is weighted down.The fool is on a journey through the material world,burdened,but naively carrying on as if he has no cares.The contents of the bag he carries are linked to the items seen on the table of the magician or juggler card which in turn are linked to the suits of the minor arcana.
The Fool card represents trust,ideals,hope of a bright tmrw,choice and folly.Even if the experiences lead to failure they do not represent true danger.
Monday, July 14, 2008
i'm totally messed up with things in me now.
i'm frustrated!
things seems to change from good to bad.
yea.good things gone bad,and not to deny good girl gone bad.
when i say bad,it really does.
somehow,my frenship life is having a super-mini-roller-coaster.
i know i'm jealous.but come on!think of it!i'm ur best fren since we were 8!
ok ok,i know i've gone too far,but i just get the message that u r ignoring me from many ways.
i just felt like i'm like a toy fren.
when u are in trouble,or in a total mess,or just being alone you will definitely goin ter find me.
talk about that!
i'm giving u the last chance.since someone who is so important to u(hey!shes a important person to me too alrite!)is goin ter leave ya now.
i can tell in your eyes tat she is more important than our 9-years-frenships.
fine!let it be!
i don't expect u actually realized the sit.
life is like that.theres so many ups and downs.
like what abhi said:" C'est La vie "
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recently,i've been always doubting about everything.
my mind is like a total whacked rubbish dump!
argh!what language am i using?!
i dun care.
being myself is always the best!
i'm being very dramatic now.
when i calm myself down,a lil voice sounded to me:
"hey,chill out!you need some advice from the others.go on!"
lets not talk bout that.
MTV Asia Award!
i'm sick of hearing that!
can't even get tickets.whats more i even quarrel with me mom over it.
damn that!
Mr.Nightmare,is what olivia calls andrew when hes back for holiday.holiday?hah!
ok,he says hes not goin ter help us take those tickets.
he say its too stupid to go to the mtv asia awars.
"why don't you all save money shopping even better*giggle*girls shop like KING KONGS afterall."
thats what he said to me and olivia.
fuck him!he is so damn rite man!oh yes,he does.
i asked olivia to get him sloted.muahaha!
anyway,the 2nd day,he says hes goin ter help us.
ok.bad boy gone good.
arh!i'm suffering from E-FEVERS.its examination fevers laa u guys.new verbs,learn it now![wink]
evryday test test test.i sick of it.
nex week is goin to be our july test.
my chemist+physics teacher mss tan even sent me a message just now
"i hope u can do well in tis test"
"thx tcher.i'll do my best!"
"Good.lets work togather"
"Ok"
argh!more strees now.
dun mind me,i think i'm just being naive.thats all.
i'm frustrated!
things seems to change from good to bad.
yea.good things gone bad,and not to deny good girl gone bad.
when i say bad,it really does.
somehow,my frenship life is having a super-mini-roller-coaster.
i know i'm jealous.but come on!think of it!i'm ur best fren since we were 8!
ok ok,i know i've gone too far,but i just get the message that u r ignoring me from many ways.
i just felt like i'm like a toy fren.
when u are in trouble,or in a total mess,or just being alone you will definitely goin ter find me.
talk about that!
i'm giving u the last chance.since someone who is so important to u(hey!shes a important person to me too alrite!)is goin ter leave ya now.
i can tell in your eyes tat she is more important than our 9-years-frenships.
fine!let it be!
i don't expect u actually realized the sit.
life is like that.theres so many ups and downs.
like what abhi said:" C'est La vie "
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recently,i've been always doubting about everything.
my mind is like a total whacked rubbish dump!
argh!what language am i using?!
i dun care.
being myself is always the best!
i'm being very dramatic now.
when i calm myself down,a lil voice sounded to me:
"hey,chill out!you need some advice from the others.go on!"
lets not talk bout that.
MTV Asia Award!
i'm sick of hearing that!
can't even get tickets.whats more i even quarrel with me mom over it.
damn that!
Mr.Nightmare,is what olivia calls andrew when hes back for holiday.holiday?hah!
ok,he says hes not goin ter help us take those tickets.
he say its too stupid to go to the mtv asia awars.
"why don't you all save money shopping even better*giggle*girls shop like KING KONGS afterall."
thats what he said to me and olivia.
fuck him!he is so damn rite man!oh yes,he does.
i asked olivia to get him sloted.muahaha!
anyway,the 2nd day,he says hes goin ter help us.
ok.bad boy gone good.
arh!i'm suffering from E-FEVERS.its examination fevers laa u guys.new verbs,learn it now![wink]
evryday test test test.i sick of it.
nex week is goin to be our july test.
my chemist+physics teacher mss tan even sent me a message just now
"i hope u can do well in tis test"
"thx tcher.i'll do my best!"
"Good.lets work togather"
"Ok"
argh!more strees now.
dun mind me,i think i'm just being naive.thats all.
Friday, July 11, 2008
am suffering from E-FEVERS
とんでもない! これは起こらないだろう!
1500マレーシア人だけへの2008年のMTVアジア賞の切符は限られる。
私はそれを憎む!
何も最近起こる特別。
カルメンは7月このテストの後でクラスを変えようとしている。彼女がこの選択をすることは困難である。しかし、それは彼女の上等のafterallである。
使用中ok.i AM非常にこれらの数週。従って、私は私がより頻繁にオンラインであることを考えない。そしてもう一つのテストagain.PSがある: 再度
そう、E-FEVERSに苦しんでいるすべての私の友人への幸運
1500マレーシア人だけへの2008年のMTVアジア賞の切符は限られる。
私はそれを憎む!
何も最近起こる特別。
カルメンは7月このテストの後でクラスを変えようとしている。彼女がこの選択をすることは困難である。しかし、それは彼女の上等のafterallである。
使用中ok.i AM非常にこれらの数週。従って、私は私がより頻繁にオンラインであることを考えない。そしてもう一つのテストagain.PSがある: 再度
そう、E-FEVERSに苦しんでいるすべての私の友人への幸運
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Joseph.
ok,i don't know how should i start this.
but,my st.john senior Joseph,passed away yesterday.
i was so shocked.
he was so young,aroung 20..
he died of cancer,leg cancer i think.
his a very freindly,good person.
i don't know what to say more now..
i'm really sad.
ppl,if u guys happen to know him or feeling sad too,pls,pray for him,okie?
thx.
to Joseph:rest in peace,God will bring you to His place.
crazie Wednesday
this is the flower that we got.ths jo ann and yang ning!^^at last,jiayi created her own blog.
jiayi!welcum to blogs world!^^
just now i went for ttn,its so damn funny laa..
those indian guys sitting at the back.
haiz,cant even stop laughing since they started to talk.
su chin called pooja t-pain.i duno how to spell his name,i mean pooja..
if i spelled wrongly,sorry laa.^^''
they were singing the song crack that,low and a song that i forgot the name,but very nice.
den su chin asked that blue shirt guy who claimed his name is pooja
''u know abhi?"su chin
"which abhi?tengku afzan 1 arh?"the blue shirt guy
"yea."su chin
"i noe,y?"the blue shirt guy
"nothing."su chin
"hahahahaha!"me and edrene
later....
"u know kavitha maniam?"su chin
"tengku afzan also arh?"the blue shirt guy
(nod)su chin
"i know maniam,i don't know kavitha"the blue shirt guy
(=.='')su chin
me(laughing very hard)
later again...
"u know kavitha murthi?"su chin
ps:the guys started to call su chin beckham because of the shirt she wore.no sense at all.
"kavitha murthi?the tall one arh?"the blue shirt guy
"yea"su chin
"oh,i know her."the blue shirt guy
"eh beckham,u know shanice?"the blue shirt guy
"har?"su chin
"shanice?yea,i know her."me
"oh,ok."the blue shirt guy
gila laa we all tonite..
haha!
but i love[wink]
we had a Talent Day competition during the St.John.
haha!
we are having so much fun!
as my group finished the performance,jo ann suddenly came up the stage and hand us a flower.hahah!
thx to yang ning,she actually ran down from the school hall and pick the flower and ran up to the hall again!^^
and we got F.R. choclate for winning the eating competition.^^
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
otanjoobi omedetou!
HAPPY B'DAY MOM!
just back from skul.i'm leaving the skul earlier to day cus i hav ter go for the interview of AFS later.
nervous?
i duno how i feel now.
many of my frens ponteng skul today(A class)
cus their class dun hav teacher.so good!
not like my class to day,double period of history and double period of physics.
i skipped my PE class today and slept for almost 3 period.haha!
today is my mom's b'day!
we are goin ter celebrate her b'day somewhere,have to choose.
ok,i have to go now.guys,wish me luck!haha!
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