.

2011-09-13T20:41:00.001+08:00

Finally got my album (; and now I've got both version so all I need to do is to wait for the repackage ^^

ATTENTION

2009-09-04T23:50:00.001+08:00

link my new blog.

wednesday??no idea :)

2009-07-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

hi. malas nak post about the shopping.so i'll just post some peaches here and there.

i'm tired .dunno why...

my class has been quarantine for two days.that Kathy woman asked us not to go to school for one week. but i'm going back tomorrow just for the physics quiz. -.-

i'm blurrr...

so don't care me. hah! i don't even know what i'm saying actually.

so,yeah. thats it.

bye.

POM

2009-07-23T23:14:00.004+08:00

heyhey(: Just when you realised you've lost somefink important,

you are damn far too late to catch back.

July's test over. tho i just turned up for Chemistry and History paper. Ba-Ha-Ha! and thats all thanks to the school canteen's food-i got keracunan makanan -.- Angel somehow wished she kena too and Su Chin the usual git, she likes it. LOL. anywayyys. I'm going KL this Saturday with friends. Aim?? SHOPPING fo sho! no doubt :D will try to sneak into Sg.Wang cause the plan said we are only allowed to shop at Time Square -.- and thats a shopping hell.My Kl's friends was actually planning to join me in the shopping. So I said I will text them on that day.

Its been so boring, ahhhhhh! I'm suposed to have my head buried down in History by now but it dosen't seemd like thats what i've got my head buried in. LOL, didn't mean to be kinky :)

never mind that. am prolly going to bed soon.

teenage problems

2009-07-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

hi (: i'm doing my sejarah homework. lol. i know i'm lazy and always but thats me.haha. so today is a Sunday.As usual,woke up around 7ish.dressed up and ate my breakfast. talked a lil to mom and left for tuition around 820ish. i'm always late =p and as usual,i never concentrate. lol. i was reading my novel,haha. left to church around 1012ish and then went for lunch at Black Canyon with my cousin sister. shopped a lil after that and bought some stuff from Yokoshi and 2 shirts(black & white).came home around 3ish and showered. watch tv for a bit and slept till 6.44 sharp.haha. woke up and done nothing untill 915ish. thats the time i started my homework.lol. texted with Jiayi and Su Chin and Chiou Har. exam's on Tuesday and i haven't study,not even the slightest bit. gosh! i know it's just July test but i should have studied. nevermind.
i had a row with mom last night.And its all my fault. i'm getting damn tension and nervous these days.i felt unsecure and i just can't find myself these days. i dunno whad am i doing lately too.all the time i was just doing homeworks and attending tutions and schools.tho i skipped alot.i'm just very stress. i dunno who to talk to. talk to mom?talk to dad?talk to friends? or talk to Jesus? idk and i had no idea. the path infront me is full of thick mist and i can't even see the road i'm walking on.i'm scared.

who you think you are

2009-07-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

shall i put my blog as private and only invite some people to view?

just so i can block some unfriendly viewers who viewed my blog and dare not to insult me here but in their blog instead.

You're so Chicken.

oh Paris.

2009-07-13T23:37:00.002+08:00

'nothing in this world can turn out the light

i'm gonna make you feel alright tonight'

Life is so...whatever.

2009-07-12T22:32:00.003+08:00

I felt like a cinnamon roll today -.- You can go off and laugh your ass out and i don't even care :) I woke up at the wrong side of bed this mornig.my alarm sang at 6.30am sharp.I was wide awake starring to the dark surroundings.I was thinking something but i couldn't think of anything.I felt empty.woke up again at 8am sahrp and this time,i wasn't confused anymore.dressed up myself and had some nasi lemak for breakfast. left to tution around 8.20ish.the tution bores me out.this time i had no earphones sticking to my ears but a novel in my hand instead.i was reading The Memory Keeper's Daughter.Bought it quite a time but i got no time for it.left to pasar tani with mom.i'm acting like a sakai there.most of the veges was a stranger to me.LOL.went home around 11.15ish.Had putu mayam as light snack.dad and mum went out for lunch around 12ish and Josh left around 12.15ish to the mall with his friends.So i was all alone again.I played facebook the whole afternoon.I was fully immersed in the game Sorority Life.I owned loads of things that i wanted in the game but in realiti,i owned only one thing in the game-cellphones.this is so hurt when i think back. ahaha =] had nasi goreng kampung for dinner with Josh.dad & mom left for steamboat.i was searching throught my messed up book piles when i found my little long lost notepad.i was overwhelmed.. haha(: i miss that notepad so much.it had cows and milks and clouds on it.my things just went dissapeared as they wished and just showed up when they want.hmhm..oh,and this just pops up in my mind.

We all get lost once in a while,sometimes by choice,sometimes due to forces beyond our control.When we learn what is our soul needs to learn,the path presents itself.Sometimes we see the way out but wander further and deeper despites ourself.The fear,the anger or the sadness preventing ur returning.Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering.Sometimes it's easier.Sometimes we find our way out. But regardless,always,we are found.Remeber,not all who wander are lost.

i'd say i'm feeling a little empty-hollow.

i just hope that there's something aound to spice up my life.

i'm very emo today,i know.

Blue Monday.

2009-07-06T22:48:00.008+08:00

ahaha.my messed up table and room.LOL. whad an opening.

anywayyys.

hello world. =) erm,somehow i'm in a good mood now.came back from Sebastian 1hr ago.had a small piece of self-made durian cheesecake.oh yeah,i had bi bim bap today.haha.so yummy! after the cake,facebooked and played farmtown. i surfed on Twitter today amd its bored. -.-

eventually i skipped school today as i mentioned yesterday. third day of my period and having high fever. not H1N1 laa kay.so finally siggned up for the 30 Famine. anyone interested please contact me or su chin okay?i hope you guys will join tho.it's a great experience you know.

drop that aside. and below.....

OMG OMG OMG!

Min Ho look so damn innocent and cute!!! yeah,not denying Yi Jong too.

gotta sleep now. mom is killing me.

night world,and night MJ.

:)

2009-07-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

at Cherating Steak House.

hi planet. =) i'm in a good good mood.

just so you know tho.

anywayys

woke up around 8ish.took a chilly shower and left for chinese tution around 8.30ish. late for the class but its happens to me often.haha.had my both ear sticked to the earphone and never concentrate during the class.and thats why i never get an A for my chinese. so far i got only B3.LOL. sound like so bangga. gile...

daddy drived me to McDonalds for breakfast.had apple pie and sausage mcmuffin with a glass of orange juice.left home around 10.40ish. planned to go to church but canceled at the last minute cus Jine Yee can't go. she then suggested that we both shud go for LYPG(local youth prayer group) but i decided not to go. i'm very busy tho.

well,actually.i had a loooooong talk with mommy in her room this afternoon.we talk about sex and boyfriends and future.hmmmm....

went popular to get my mags around 5.30ish and left for dinner around 6.30ish. the sky was dark and it rains a lil.went Giant after dinner to get some ingredients for the cheesecake. yep! mommy and I are planning to bake a homemade durian cheesecake. and it works. now its' in the fridge. chilling process.hahahha!

planned to skip school tomorrow. need to get some work done and get some sleep too.

well,gotta get goin then.

good night,still Michael Jackson.

A memorable interview.

2009-07-03T22:53:00.007+08:00

when i'm introducing all the Oscar's Winners(the pelakon) and telling them whad to do.this is the APD room.seriously..i still dunno whad APD stands for...

teehee.a super blurr version.but still manage to cam us right?me and kwee fei's jump shot.

and this mirror is the most dirty one in our school.you can find it beside the pejabat. LOL.

so,the two days interview for calon pengawas pusat sumber sesi 2009/2010 has finished at last. hoooray!! so heres some pics taken before,during and after the interview.i'm under the lakonan part. lol. it was so tiring. today's badge sucks.yesterday was ehem,considered okay.

anywayys.this will be the last time i interviewed the newbies.sound so sad.

nevermind.gotta sleep now.

good night Jackson.

Happy Hours.

2009-07-01T20:48:00.012+08:00

suddenly got this feeling to blog these sweet pics up.haha

i love you all!!

muacks!

2009-06-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

oh yeah,another news.

i tak kena NS!

yay!!

Man In The Mirror-MJ

2009-06-30T22:20:00.008+08:00

on top of every thing.

MJ.Michael Jackson.

The true legend of this universe.

i'm so sad of the passing of this icon. he's my idol since childhood. i never tell anyone but my mom and dad. i've been listening to his song since i'm a lil girl. i remeber so well the very first song i listened to-Billy Jean. and the 2nd-Beat It. and the 3rd-Thriller.

but i simply love Billy Jean.
MJ,we'll always remember you,because you've created a legend,a new world to us.

your dancing changed the whole world's mind. and it lead us to the hip hop/break dance and ect.

MJ,thankyou. we love you.

i love you.

but

so long,and goodnight.

MJ's Day-26.06.every year.

guess whads in my mind right now?

BIG BANG!

SHINEE!!

TVXQ!!!

and sadly,MJ.

i'm so fcuking tired today.came back around 7ish.still with my uniform on.had my dinner in a very rush speed and 7.45ish left home again for piano extra class.next friday will be my practical exam day,kinda nervous but kinda not.ah! i'm just so tired. i've got a loooooooooooottt of work need to be done.i got my over hundreds history question need to be done by this week. i got another psychology essay to waiting to be written. got another lecturers' video waiting to be watch. and whads the worst is i need to interview 80ish calon PPS this thursday and friday!and you know whad?i'm going back around 6ish this thursday,which means i'll be skipping my account ttn.wtf! i've skipped Sebastian today! urgh. starting to skip ttn from now on because of the SPM seminar going on.aiks. i'm just so tired. not only physically but mentally too. how i wish i could just disappear suddenly and then come back when i want. but thats just a wish.omg!i had 4 days of double history going on this week. and 4 periods of chemistry this thursday. gonna die soon. must get some high-tech stuff stick with me from now on.i just can't stand with that fired-egg(pn.mas) talking about history. its like listening to Professor Binns.

oh yeah,talk abt that. can't wait for HP movie!! i'm gonna skip that day's ttn just to watch the premiere. muahahaha! obsessed with HP!!!

The Last Hari Pelaporan

2009-06-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

26.06.2009

the last day of my hari pelaporan.

after aaallllll the talkings

conclusion has been made

''time management problem''

and

''concentration in class''

duh.

i'm fcuking sho Kathy will change my place.

i know that is for my own good.

but still

i wish

she will not change.

i think i'm kinda emo

or am i not?

no idea.

XXDD

2009-06-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

the ss session started after the end of kelas tambahan.and continued with me ans susu during jogging time.

and so here ends the happy day.

laughed too much. my mouth sakit.

happy birthday mom!

2009-06-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

we did not turn off the light cause it was natuarally dark-thunderstorm that time!that is so so 'romantic'.hahaha!special thanks to sister yein yein for the cake. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!!

i looooove youuu!!!

muacks muacks muacks!
you are SUPERB!

Fathers' Day

2009-06-21T20:52:00.001+08:00

on top of everything,Happy Fathers' Day!

not in a good mood now..so nothing to blog.

my computer is going ter be completely rosak.

bad news to me.

Granny's Birthday

2009-06-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

had tons of funn!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAN!

Not Every Friday is a FRIDAY.

2009-06-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

hi (:

came back from bible study and am watching The Lost World:Jurassic Park 2 for the 1234th time. teehee. today's school was kinda nothing to do. went back around 12ish because the teachers are having some kind of jamuan perpisahan. snapped a lot of crazy pictures in school.had fun! arrived home around 1245ish because of the terrible traffic jamming. had 'zap fan' for lunch and it tasted no good. practised piano and then facebooked. i'm addicted to the Farm Town. LOL. had a loooooooooong chat with my kaiko and then went for normaziah(never mind the spelling is right or wrong) and then came home around 615ish. watched Beethoven Virus and then went pasar malam with Josh. had 3 stick of 'Fei Zhai Lok Lok' and then da pao the taiwan chicken back home. Su Chin called and facebooked again. played Farm Town and then left for bible study around 8ish. came home around 9ish and then cursed my computer. the system was so damn sloooooowww. used up about 1/2 hour to log in to my window. is time to get a laptop for me.

anywayyyys

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO JIA YIN!!!!

i'm so sorry i couldn't go for the steamboat with you.but i promise you i'll get you a nice present.just you wait and see. happy birthday again and i love you!

note to myself:when teachers are having high expectation on you,they are actually pressuring you,and that ain't a compliment.

p/s:bro,i promise i will not think too much.take care!

AFS interview.

2009-06-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

thisand thisand thisand thisand thisand thisand finally this.

the interview was 3 words

"okay but scary"

LOL.

What a Day.

2009-06-14T20:39:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY YEN JING!!!

meet Berge all the way from Norway...

and Mito from China.

hi.just came home.went to popular to renew my pens. then dropped daddy and Josh at Kevin's.he went fishing today and will be back in half an hour time.Daddy and Josh got very excited.i don't know why..

anyway.skipped chinese class this morning and so woke up around 11.14ish.LOL.i know its late.ate my lunch and then worked on my folio.watching Beethoven Virus at the same time. break time around 2ish.i'm so glad that mommy actually forgotten about the class replacement at 2 for add maths.hahahha!so waited for mom to come home and continue watching Beethoven Virus and do my folio at the same time. then mommy say shes goin to take a nap and then Josh change the channel to 413 and we watched The Dark Is Rising for the 3rd time.helped mom around the house chores around 5ish and continued Beethoven Virus and then finally out for dinner with family.

its school day tomorrow.how i wish i could freeze the time.haha.but thats impossible.

got to go now.i'm not having a good day,just so you know.

smile always. (:

June 13 and i'm sitting uneasy

2009-06-13T12:01:00.004+08:00

went for check up and the dentist says my teeth is in a very good condition and i don't need any treatment. haha! thats whad i'm proud of,really.i love my teeth so so much. okay.this was two days ago.

and today...
woke up at 7.45ish. ask me why so early?because we the SOONS cucu-cicit is going to take a photo in Taman Gelora for Granny's birthday.this idea came from Ann Sis. great idea. so have fun until 945ish and then dropped Su Hui and Baby home. and then me,my bro and Terng Gor Gor went for breakfast near my house.arrived home 1030 ish and played my piano. then facebooked and Snopes-ed.
one day to go till school re-open.urghhh..
i've been in holiday mood for so so long and OMG!! SPM is coming really really soon now. its already June 13 and arhhh...i don't wanna imagine that.
forget it.

Beethoven Virus Addicted!

2009-06-12T22:34:00.012+08:00

Beethoven-one of the great composerThe cover of the movie.The mean but great conductor Kang Kon Yu or Maestro Kang a.k.a. Beethoven.a trumpeter which has the same name as Maestro Kang who wish to be a conductor.His conductng style is totally different with Maestro Kang. he is also known as the Mozart.Du Lu Mei.the violinist who loves Meastro Kang but is having hearing problem.

just so you know,Beethoven never get along with Mozart because Beethoven hates him.

good night Beethoven,and also Mozart.

Can't get you off my mind.

2009-06-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

note to myself: trust is our traitor,sometimes.

and i can't believe i'm still playing this.

hi (: its been a loooooooooong time since i blog seriously. LOL. most of the time these days i've been blogging off ranfdomly cus my emotion is still not in the stable mood.now i'm getting okay i think.it seems not so shaky tho.well,at least i smiled. (: Alfred(my childhood teddy) has been my relyer all these time. thanks Alfred,I love you! muacks. oh yeah,and my magic cube too.every turn i made to the cube turns away my sickness. (=

its 11.53 and i'm still here.talking randomly with mom and bro. i'm still not getting into the mood to sleep.

anywayyys....

woke up around 1216-ish. Aunt Sam and Yan Yan came.brought us a huge packet of Japanese mixed beans.sounds like All Flavoured Beans to me.haha! but relax,theres no ear wax and croakcoach.ewwww. Aunt Sumy called and asked when i would like to have her in my place for the bra-try out. yea,buying new bras. so she came over at 12.50ish and then try and try and dupp! two bras and rm175 gone. then surfed on internet,checked my mails and then facebooked.played Barn Buddy ( but i changed to Happy Farm) and then Farm Town. LOLs. it sounds childish i know but whos goin to care?as long it is fun and thats enuf! :D

arrived at yoga around 2.55ish.it is sooooooooooooooo damn hot! this year's summer is a real summer. 37 degree celcius and we are in Malaysia. pfft. came finished yoga at 4 sharp and headed to klinik pergigian for check up. swt,the register closed at 4.15. i thought they close at 4.30. nevermind. arrived home around 5ish cus of the stupid jamming along the Beserah highway and theres the JPJ blocking and checking. washed and dried and sitting down again infront of my computer and facebooked again. oh,this time meetoto-ed too. just to gain more mee-coins. checked my mails again and then turned on my i-tunes and played secondhand serenade. change my place and started my add maths. am so so ''hardworking''. =x

smsed and then grabbed my pencil case and books and a file and two small packets of the beans and headed to Su Chin's.arrived at ttn place around 7.56ish.half play and study throughout the class.tegured by teacher.so embarassing laa.

10 sharp and we get out of the class.Su Chin suggested we should go for Lin Chi Kang near my house and i said sorry because my mom is driving us home. should be bowling at the mall with Cheryl and her dad and some uncs by this time but i turned it down.no mood actually plus tomorrow morning still got Normasiah. urgh. you know whad?i accidentally skipped her class this morning because i totally forgotten about this morning's class. only 14 ppl turned up.LOL.

came back and facebooked again and meetoto-ed too.chatted with that kido-Alex and came here finally.

so here ends the day. and its 11.59.

good night.

p/s:i've got a weird but very happy dream yesterday.

All over you.

2009-06-08T00:58:00.000+08:00

so looooong,and goooood night.

Not Anymore by Letoya Luckett

2009-06-07T23:03:00.003+08:00

This is dedicated to..

Mmm, well if your feeling like I'm feeling,

then this is dedicated to you

Well, I've been the super girlfriend

Let you think that nothing bother me

Like when you go out with your friends

And people bring me back the stories

The stories bout them other girls

Bout this one, and that one, and those three

So when I ask a simple question

"Where were you last night?"

You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me

No..

Is anybody else just fed up?

If you heard it all before

Then right where you are just get up

Somebody say, I don't want it anymore

I don't want it anymore

Cause I've dried my eyes and I realized

I deserve somebody that'll treat me right

Somebody say, I don't want it anymore

I don't want it anymore

Because I know my word so you can keep

That drama, I don't want it anymore

not anymore

no more settling for less

I'm looking for that kind of man

That's gonna give his best, cause I'm giving my best

A man that wants to cherish this

And knows exactly how to woo me

Not some silly little boy

Who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies

This is dedicated to(better leave in a day)

This, this, this is dedicated to(wipe the tears from my face)

Mmm, well if you feeling like I'm feeling,

then this is dedicated to you (if you feel me say)

the memory haunts me

2009-06-04T22:45:00.003+08:00

In the moonlight your face
it glows like a thousand diamonds
your hair flows like the ocean breeze
not a million fights could make me hate you
yeah its true
is it broken?can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes,you are not letting it go.
don't look away,because its where i could find peace at this moment.
so here we are now in a place where the song blends in with the ocean breeze
so far we stand across from each other
together we wonder if we will last these days
you said if you asked me to stay,will i say i would be yours?
and time is all i ask for
i just need one more day to lay in you
i've been crying too long and my teardrops wrote this song.

i'm pretending to be fine.

It's not over

2009-05-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

My tears run down like razorblades

And no,I'm not the one to blame

It's you,or is it me?

And all the words we never say

Come out and now we're all ashamed

And there's no sense in playing games

When i've done all I can do

But now it's over,why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over,it's over

I wish I could take it back

But now it's over

I lose myself in all these fights

I lose my sense of wrong and right

I cry,I cried

It's shaking from the pain that's in my head

I just wanna crawl into my bed

And throw away the life I led

But I won't let it die,I won't let it die

You're not sorry

2009-05-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down

And its taken me this long baby but I figured you out

And you think it would be fine again but not this time around

You don't have to call anymore,I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw,don't want to hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry but I don't believe you baby like I did before

Cause you're not sorry

Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you get to share your secrets and I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen because it worked each time before

You had me crawling for you honey and it never would have gone away

You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore cause I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw and there's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry but I don't believe you baby like I did before

Cause you're not sorry

the Princess's 21st Birthday

2009-05-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

HApPY 21st BIG BIRTHDAY ANN SIS!!

hope you like the earing (:

Cheers to VChinese!

2009-05-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

this is our class blog. =3

i miss taman gelora

2009-05-08T09:22:00.002+08:00

good morning world.

just came back from jogging.

ah i feel good~

today's time table tak ada important subject(never mind physics & history)

and so this explained why am I here.

taadaa.

jiayi juga sama ponteng.

LOL

p/s:i had no idea why i talked malay & even taip in malay recently.

pissed.

=)

2009-05-05T20:51:00.002+08:00

on the way to another tution.

its raining and its cold.

nothing much to say today.

came home early because teachers having meeting.

well,thats kind of ponteng.

A date with my bf-Uncle Kit Keong (:

2009-05-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

just came back from mgm.

Uncle Kit Keong & Aunt Kim came over for dinner.

Mom cooked nasi kerabu.sorry if i spelled it wrongly. teehee.

around 6ish,unc brought me to pasar tani to buy some long beans,kunyit and kasturi and finally some keropok lekors.'

Unc say i'm on a date with him and i'm his girlfriend.LOL.

i wonder what will Jeff says.

HAH

guess who i met? Mr.Ching!

my add maths tuition teacher. LOL

and later my 5th uncle and his family. (:

Aunt Kim gave me RM30 to buy a book-The Last Lecture.thx alot aunt,its a great book.

i've just visited my Lipis friend-Wilson's class blog.

OMG!!! that is so so---funny.

HAHAHAHHA! but its a great idea to create a class blog.

nice job to the 5-es class members!

tho i'm not one of them.

teehee.

Suyi-Bff day

2009-05-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

Labour Day

2009-05-01T20:47:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Yoon Seng!

wow.i still remember.haha.

today's Labour day and natuarally theres no school.

yay! XD

slept till 11 something.

ahh,i felt alive after the long sleep.

anywayyy.

drop aside the tution,i have my day today.

watched Beethoven Virus.

it is so damn nice!

Wilson's back in Kuantan for the competition tomorrow.

I'm going to visit him and give him some moral support tho he say he will memalukan nama keluarga.lol that brat.

Mandy is going to Lee-Hom's concert tomorrow.

ahhhh! so sad i can't.but somehow i ask her to buy the t-shirt there for me.

hehe.

went jogging and then came home around 7.30ish and watche S.A. and came to blog now.

prolly to leave soon for supper.

I hate the malays with all my heart

2009-04-30T18:57:00.003+08:00

I know what i'm saying so no worry.

I've been really tolerate to them so many times that i have to write it in my post.

Che Wan Ainatul bin Che Wan Rosli

i don't care if i wrote her name here will bring me risk simply because she's the agama teacher's daughter.

this bitch

ughhh!

shes under me in the graphic group for Mekar

naturally she SHOULD obey my orders or AT LEAST be cooperative with me as i am her head.

the thing is:

frist.

she's a pc moron.she dosen't know how to use the computer software.the editor told me that tho cause that bitch called up my editor and ask her how to create a box in microsoft word.

second.

she's not responsible and she doesen't even understand our earth language.

i was supposed to hand up my design today for the first view and there,she ruined it all.

you know what?i just ask her to get a couple of school photos from his dad's pc and she actually go and retake the photo.== whats worse is that when i ask for the photo,she said:''oh,ini bukan u nak punya ke?saya faham dah,tak pe.ayah saya akan tolong kita.''

curse her.

third.

she's just too not concerned about her job(the graphic thing).shes a prefect and evryone in the school hates her well enough till they have the will to kill her someday.she loves to do spot-check and rampas our things.

just a simple fault and she will make us all in the detention class.

fourth.

SHE NEVER TELL ME ABOUT THE SIDANG REDAKSI MEETING ON 28.04.2009!

the editor talked to me.she say she informed that bitch quite some time ago and she did ask her to inform me.

now see.

not a single word she talk to me about the meeting.

I HATE THE MALAYS

i'm not finish with the complaintments about the malays.i hope my next post will be on my class BM teacher(loud speaker).she loves to curse us Chinese and Indians.

Kuantan TMpint sucks like shit.

2009-04-29T17:20:00.002+08:00

i'm frustrated.

why does these so called "qualified officer'' have to do this huh?

i'm talking about the bills that reaches RM1016.60.

i've just sent the email to their castcare for the complaintment.

oh talk bout the email,they even cheated me on the email address.

curse them well.

waiting for the news.

lets see how will these Malay officers deal with this.
boo the malays!

Be patient and no more for today (:

2009-04-28T13:48:00.003+08:00

hi(:

went to see my skin doc this morning.and thats why i skipped my school again.

okie Ben,i skipped school for reasons laa,not simply.

anywayys.

the doc said that i have a extremely dry skin.

whoa!my heart skipped a beat.i was totally in shock.i never knew my skin was that dry tho i seldom use the body lotion.sighs.

so finally i'm back from hosp with a big bottle of the 2 in 1 body shampoo lotion and 3 little round-casing moisturiser and 1 bottle for my dandruf.

;(

i was supposed to see the dentist too but mom say she can't drive me there cause she need to pick my bro.so i skipped. have to do another appointment.

i love to go to the GH(Geeral hospital) for one reason. ONE only.

theres many handsome and hot guy whose age is just between 18-20 working at the pharmacy deparment which means that there are a pharmisist. its true that they are handsome.the pharmacy is in the new block,not the old one's tho.while the girls there looks beautiful and pretty.i saw one who's hairstyle is so cool.

teehee.

i wished i could be a pharmasist.

LOL

i hate the bills

2009-04-27T10:52:00.004+08:00

skipped school.and that explains why i'm posting early.

its the third day of my period and thats the reason why i decided to skipped my school.

=x.

anywayys.

i woke up at 10.its late i know but whocares XD.

the first thing i did was answering the call.mom called up the telekom to ask about the internet thingy.she was so so mad about the billing because my March's bill amount is RM451.95!

see that? RM451.95. unbelievable.

and so i talked to the guy on the phone and found out that the "culprit" was my internet.

he told me that i need to off my interenet when i'm not using it by logging out evrything i logged in and theeeen.disable the connection.

so this is first.okie,now i know thats not my fault but the guy fron the computer shop's fault.its him who told me to on it 24/7.wtf!

so after the call,he ask me to call the billing department for the calculation's checkup. thats because i calculate the bill and it is found that the maximum amount can only reached RM432.00 for the month March.

ohmygod!

i'm late. i need to go to the nation courier to post some document which is so so important right now.

ciao!

:)

2009-04-26T17:46:00.002+08:00

hi(:

ooo000OOOhhhh..today's Sunday.

i'm in a good mood today.

theres a guy named Lee claim that he's my bf. wtf!

he called twice at 7.48am! damn him well.

i was sleeping and theres the 'Poker Face' song ringing.

he called me so many times but i only answered twice.

first because i don't know who's the number and

second,he used another number.

i ask him whats my name and you know what he said?

he siad i got many names.

curse him!

and then i ask him when did we started and he said recently.

oh my god! and so

i told him i've only one name and me and my bf started on 4th of December.

and then i slammed the phone down.

i mean,i rudely end up his call.

now i regret.why i didn't take the chance to scold him?

i wished he called again so i could scold him.muahahaha.

anywayys.

i 'm tired.i'm on my period.

cheerio!

xoxoxo

PS I MISS YOU

2009-04-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

i just love the boyfirend so so much! thousands and millions and trillions of muacks! to him!

thanks for the private invitation you got for me Jeff,i love it so so much.oh yeah,will u buy me the juicy couture charm bracelet for me?haha.i'm being greedy. Xp

love my boyfriend forever! <3

PS I LOVE YOU

PS I MISS YOU

I love 5C <3

2009-04-21T19:20:00.001+08:00

pretty cheryl

so today we took our class photo at the pavilion.before that we browsed through the past years Mekar and found that our photos are so so so boring and dull.since that,we finally make to this point-those girls with long hair shall tie them into 2 like we used to as a child.haha!i know its funny cause we are actually 17 now but who cares?!its our last year in this school and we are the one who will forever remember the moment and will always look back into the school mag!

well,the result turns out to be ehm..okok.only diane and jun wei and foong yee if not mistaken had tied their hair up into 2 sides.but the others had done well too!they act as a 100% innocent and hardworking and obedient students infront of the camera.PS:only infront of the camera. XD evrione looks so cute today laa.just can't stop praising them.haha!

5 CEKAP ROCK!

2009-04-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY YANG NING aka AH SEE!

am trying to get your pic.

Click me!

2009-04-17T20:45:00.004+08:00

can't wait for the arrival of the noble day-17 JULY 2009!

Sick =/

2009-04-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

having a high fever untill 38.5 celicius and catching the damn cold isn't doing anything good on to you during the exams,especially when you are having chemistry that day.you will definitely wanted to create a new kind of medicinie by that time.

ugh.

we'll be having accounts and mathematics and finally PE theory tomorrow.all the calulations drive me crazy.i hate calculations sometimes but i LOVE calculations when it invovled the real money.haha!skipped my tution class today and well,sir actually asked me to have a great rest. LOL!

the weather now is hard to predict.like today.the rain just pour down like some seriously giant size pipes broken.and you have to shout to your friend if you want to talk.but it provided us a fabulous opportunity to cheat actually.nah,no use to me because i'm having my moral and chinese. LOL.

i'm going to continue my studies so bye bye and am prolly leaving to my bed soon.

burning the april's midnight oil

2009-04-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's april test and i'm here sitting infront of my computer with a big pile of books blocking my printer.

need to print something duh.

i've just finished my bm and english and add maths. urgh. no confidence at all.burning up the midnight oil isn't going to make my result good really. i had no time to prepare for my april test because of the sejarha h/w we've got last week.damn laa. issh.

not in the mood to blog actually as you can see i'm crapping right here and right now and right in this post.

can't read my

no he can read my

p o k e r f a c e

GAGA MANIAC!!

what's your name?

Lady Gaga.

2009-04-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

Jenny Humpfrey

The black-sheep in an upper-high class society. You might have been born into coach class but your diligence was tough enough to get yourself a one way flight - first class. Your willingness to stomp on anyone & everyone to get to your destination is what makes you Queen Bee material. But is that a positive thing?

so this is me.

wow.

我班酷毙了!

2009-04-11T20:48:00.004+08:00

今天,学校补课...好多人没来哦~但课还是照上,唉~
可是我和朋友翘了化学节到别的block去玩~
下课后,朋友各自都为各自的朋友取了超负面的名字:以上是照着各位的座位而写的名字,相信大家不知道谁是什么名吧?下面将清楚解释

以下所有花名请读成广东...
首先是卑鄙(凤伊aka睡王),无耻(我啦~),下流(The end aka Diane),贱格(Susu aka牛奶),人渣(猪薇)
阿社(敏敏),阿会(庆),庆,阿败(殷殷),阿类(咸鱼)
小白(Tze Tze被电了aka蜡笔小新的狗),小痴(+1)
大Chi(霞姐aka Yeogurt),小Ma(卓正),小Gan(水煮鱼 aka 水鱼)<-me
Ah 傻(淑杏)...(在此有个淫娃是谁就不能说咯,读5C的心知就好) 完毕!!!!
还发生了一件好笑的事,就是我们的小痴(+1)在班上为了要叫醒阿社(敏敏)差一点 Po Kai...哈哈哈...这一幕被我看到笑到肚子疼...
就是这样啦~拜~

p/s: original blog post taken from Cheryl's. thx alot cherry!!!

the 201 post

2009-04-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

i'm happy today. =D

but i'm not happy for the past two days. =(

just so you know. XD

i'm doing my kose black mask right now. yeah i know i should be relaxing on my bed but i'm not doing it so here i am infront of my computer typing my blog. =>

finally got evrything updated(well,not all but almost all).Just had my messenger updated to the latest version and my SWEET IM too. lime wire well i think i'm going to update it tomottow bah.i love my new version of messenger.it is so so big and cool.bet most of you have it too cus lately i'm seriously out of date and this is too sad. teehee.

anywayys

had thai for dinner and then went to ecm and bought nothing for myself.i found it to be great.you know why?because my wallet is burning so damn fast.now i'm running out of cash. oh damn it.i can't live without cash but i can survive with credit cards but would die very soon of cards debts.

sigh. what a sad sad story.

i wanted to post some ss photos and jokes but right now i'm in no mood for those.well,thats so unlucky to you.

argh!i'm getting so damn nervous about tomorrow's meeting with the pengetua. god knows what the result will turn out to be with those old hags inside there. sorry for the words but c'mon,its true anyhow. ahhhhh... i hope this years mekar Mekar will turn out to be the best of the past 33 edition. god bless us! amen.

there's a new timetable coming out tomorrow. sigh.

right,i'm gonna sleep now. oh,and get my face done. =D

nights!sleep well! :)

p/s:i love my boyfriend!

2009-03-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

went out with su chin and bought this 2 shirt for RM40.

like it like it.

can't wait for tmrw-REVO TOUR!!

Blue Monday

2009-03-23T18:21:00.003+08:00

I woke up this evening

with a big smile on my face

and it never feels out of place

i just finished my apple juice. yup. i just woke up.

there's the empty glass and a paper right infront of me,and my cell further behind,and my camera on my right charging. its a monday. and its 23rd of march.

owwhh.

i felt sick.

brother ickle Joshie will be home in any minute right now. and mummy..probably still driving through the town bah. am having chemistry tution class later at 8.30pm but the thing is i lost my book. shit! i thought i left it in school but it turn out not in the school. i think i'll ask mom to chop me up into millions if i couldn't find my book. its very important as if all the SPM answers is inside. well,thats the fact.

anywayys.

finished the novel There's no place like here.

i love love love it.

cheers ppl!

Smile :)

2009-03-22T13:52:00.003+08:00

going ter take a nice nice evening nap.

maybe i'll be having dinner at Sherwood tonight.

bye. <3

p/s:to all the 30 form 5's friends up there at Genitng right now, have funs!

miss tantrums

2009-03-22T00:34:00.002+08:00

WJ: == tell me tell me!

me: rasuah

WJ: how much you want

me: infinity

WJ: =.='' go die la yot! =p

p/s: he typed wrongly [yot--> you]

i had a bad day.

i'm not in good mood since the time i woke up and lying on my bed. i am being so so emo the whole day. i threw tantrums all over to my bro and mummy and now i felt really really sorry.

i wasn't in the mood for yoga but mummy,oh always mummy persuaded me to go in such a nice way tho i'm still on my tantrums. i love her so so much than evryone in this world,i swear!

i felt half alive after the yoga. =/

still in bad mood i told mummy i got account tuition. well,actually i planned to skip it but WJ say better not cause the paper is quite hard. somemore su chin also ask me to go. ok. i did go.

hmm..it turn out to be fun. went for bowling with su chin and his dad.

gosh! bowling is my nightmare!

i'm a first-timer and the result turned out to be...well you know.

oh that is so so embarassing!! never mind that

by the time we had finished with bowling, i think it was around 11.28ish. and the mall is all deserted except for Aluha th epub of course. still not planning to go home yet and so me and su chin headed to the karaoke box and sang 5 songs.

it make me feels much much more better.

its 12.01 a.m when i arrived at home.

which i should say, hi people! i just came back.

nights.

What The Devil was doing in the first seven days

2009-03-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

Mummy cooked Japanese today! =D Jeff's favourite food afterall. so had salmons and hand rolls. yummyumm. Made some for Grandma and Grandpa. and then went jogging around 6.30ish for only half an hour cus its getting dark.so i ask mummy to drop me at popular for a while cause i seriously need to get this month's reader's digest and the chinese mag. WTF! its not there yet and c'mon! its 20th of March people and they didn't get those mags updated yet. truly dissapointed. so i went down and head to Cold Storage for drinks because i'm getting very thirsty. so bought 2 11.5 Oz. of Grapefruit Juice and then head up to forgot what shop its that but it sells all types of mags. and FINALLY i found the one and only left March 2009's edition of Reader's Digest!! yesh! i am so so happy!

arrived home around 7.45ish cause of the traffic jam. took a shower which wasn't that nice because i forgot to turn on the heater. and then its my time. half sitting half lying on my bed reading RD and sipping cold and nice natural grapefruit juice. Mmm...

so i came to this tales on page 25 if you people bought it too. "Exclusive!What the Devil was doing in the first seven days" this title caught my attention because i'm a christian but on top of that,its because of my curiousity.

so here it goes.

In the beginning God created heaven and earth. And earth was without form and void.
And God made a circular light in the heavens, and he called it the Sun. And God saw that the light was good.
And the Devil made a smaller light,rectangular in shape,and he called it TV. And the Devil saw that the light was bad.
And God made springs which came out of the ground,oozing fountains of pure,fresh water. And God saw that the water was good.
And the Devil invented fizzy drinks. And saw that the fizzy drinks were bad.
And God said,Let the earth bring forth vegetables,and the herb of the field,that the children may grow up healthy, And it was so.
And the Devil said,Let there be deep-fried-potaotes.
And God said,Let the waters bring forth 10,000 varieties of fish,that they may provide sustenance for the children.
And the Devil arranged that the fish be smothered in batter, deep fried, and served with deep-fried potatoes.
And God created the cattle of the field, and said, Behold, I have given you evry living creature that moveth; to you it shall be for meat.
And the Devil showed how the meat could be minced and turned into burgers, and suggesteth that it be always served with deep-fried potatoes.
And on the seventh day,God rested and asked that his children rest too, and use the day to contemplate the wonders of creation.
And the Devil created the all-day brunch, cartoon TV channels, and Sunday newspapers filled with articles about celebrities, that the minds of the children be filled with rubbish and the bodies filled with yet more deep-fired potatoes.
And God said to the boy,Take the girl and go forth and multiply. And of your seed I shall make a great nation,as numberless as the stars of the heavens.
And the Devil invented the computer and recruited 10,000 demons to fill it with online battles and images of top-heavy women. And the boy did part with the girl and did instead cleave to the computer.
And God pointed out to the girl that he made her with many attractive blandishments which she could use whenever the boy was away from the computer.
And the Devil invented the Nintendo DS Lite so that the boy will be able to take computer games with him wherever he goes.
Now the serpent was more subtle than any of the animals that God had created. And the Devil did enter into the serpent and cause him to say to the girl and the boy,The tree in the middle of the garden the Lord hath told you not to touch. But i say unto you, if you eat of the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, your eyes will be opened and you shall be as gods.
And the boy and the girl looked at the serpent and said unto him: No thanks. We liketh not fruit. But hast thou any deep-fired potatoes?
And here endeth today's scripture reading. Amen.

2009-03-19T14:29:00.003+08:00

i'm bored. had been doing my accounts since this moning 11 am sharp. went out with daddy and bro for lunch. and came back continue doing my sejarah essay. had a break off with rearrange all the files in my computer and move some of them into my pendrive and than installing bro's game but failed. i hate my computer. err..the computer man too. because he simply input some illeagal software into my computer and causing my windows too be fake. urgh. my windows just couldn't pass the genuine software!! i think i'm going to ask me mom to bring me and my cpu for a check up tomorrow.

pfft-

the cellphone shop girl just called in and say my cell is ok and ask me to go and take it back asap. LOL! anywayy. jiayi is the one to go and take it tonight cus she will be very please and happy to use it in the next 3 days(school trip to KL & Genting). talk about Genting. my mom seems dissaprove to let me go Genting this Sunday. thats tooooooooo sad. i wanted to go Genting this Sunday!!!! T^T i'm being pempered.

whatever. i'm still bored tho i've done my tantrums.
will off my computer with no reluctant at all.

goood day too yoou.

i'm not having one,just so you know.

194th post

2009-03-18T18:56:00.004+08:00

i'm dumbfounded right now. i had my cellphone on my right on top of 2 books. i had my Jigoku Shojo dvd and The World Famous 10 Lullabies right infront of me. i had my sejarah and addmaths on my left too. and i had nothing inside my mind. thats why i say i'm dumbfounded.

its not like the first week of school break sucks. but with the unlimited homeworks and tutions coming in its really sucks. but nevermind that. there's a Popular book fair going on at Megamall and surely i would not miss it. so i went last sunday and it was great because they actually put on a discount on the cds and dvds which means i can hunt down many of the anime and drama and musics! yay. and yeah i did. paid rm163.90 and had all the cds and dvds inside the plastic bag. no photo snapped on them yet.
and right after the shopping,went to ecm. had my dvd done with the prob and bought pitas and cheeses and yakult and sosages.oh,and bought B.A.D too( Big Apple Doughnut laa)went to the old parkson too. and that time it was raining so hard that i had to wait for the chance to get into the car. but still,i'm almost all soaked. canceled the badminton and went for Sherwood. and thats my sunday.

man,sounds like this is the sunday's post laa. but its not. haha

not to forget today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN!!!!

hope you like the bottle though i never get a glimpse on it yet. men men,17 yrs old liao lor..big girl dy lor..must guai guai okie? ==sounds like ah ma. dunno you got read my blog anot.

anywayys.

no Mr.Ching today because simply. haha. i'm going tomorrow's night class laa.oh yeah. anyone out there attended a 45 minutes chemistry tution class before? i am so envy of my friend in kl because she actually going to a 45 minutes chemistry tution class once a week. had no idea of what they are doing during the 45 minutes. haha.

hmm..maybe going to Genting this sunday. just simply. no laa..want to join the school friend up there. with su chin of course. i watched Juno this evening and there's a character named Su-Chin. haha. and than watched Behind The Wall for the second time during this holiday.

I runned my holiday so boring which is to be woke up-ate-played piano-ate-h/w-tuition-ate-sleep and its going to be multiplied by 4 times more because only 4 days of holidays left.i'm recently reading Ahern's There's no place like here. very nice and interesting. just so you know.

ok.my fried kuey tiaow is here so tata.

hope you gus have a pleasant holiday.

peace out!

xoxo

Updates.

2009-03-11T15:57:00.006+08:00

i seriously miss my long hair.

mata tercacat.

omfg! i'm lost in words. its been almost 1 month i never touch my mouse and keyboard. i'm so insanely busy with the meetings,piles of undone h/w and sports and oh shit,i dunno anymore.. i miss you people! and i miss my blog and facebook most on top of evrything! so so so..i'm all new again. i felt like i'm a reborned lately.
i've got loads of things to say to tell to shout to post to remember to forget and to be erased. but the thing is, i got no idea what to type right now. not the slightest. oh girl!
anywayysss.
i feel like introuducing myself so let me do it okay?
hi! i'm suyi and don't call out my surname. i'm definitely friendly and a easy going person unless you are not the suitable one for me. i'm a bitch or whatsoever people called me. i don't mind because only noble nicks and names are available in my dictionary. i AINT single but i'm available. DO NOT mistaken me. i'm not yet officialy 17 but i thinks like a 17s should. i've got whole lots friends everywhere. and i really really love Sherwood's GREEN PEPPER FILLET STEAK! i can talk chinese english bm cantonese and a lil bit of hokkien and japanese. i love to talk and you can talk to me for 25hrs a day. i do not have a constant style because my style chages with my mood. I LOVE BLUE . not denying the other colours. I LOVE MY PIANO . and i'm trying to name my piano,really. i wanted to go Japan next year but i also wanted to go Italy next year too. i am now self-concious so dont mind me if i crapped a lot of rubbish.
yippie ya ya yippie ya yippie ya ya yippe yippe ya

TALK TO ME LIKE A MAN!
dont mind me[:

He is So So Sweet (:I love Him

2009-02-16T18:13:00.004+08:00

the ugliest pic of him taken when he's eating! lol. he's not even ready yet.haha!if he knew i uploaded this pic,he's gonna kill me i guess.
this make him sweet and cute. he hate me to say he's cute. LOL. but he's a perasan king i tell you. I love you!

I want my MOJO back!!!

Random! (:

Updates.

2009-02-15T11:02:00.005+08:00

rocky for snack.
chinese mag of the month.

and new book of Cecilia Ahern.

morning (:

i had a good morning and i hope you all have it too.

just so you know. so i went pop afta tuition and these is what i've bought: mag and novel and rocky.

thats it. simple and nice. :)

ciao!

V-Day's Celebration:)

2009-02-14T10:46:00.003+08:00

and so on this very morning Saturday i skipped my school and slept till 10 am sharp.

i woke up and stare at the surroundings. i smiled. i whispered to myself: It's finally Valentines' Day. =)

i washed my face and ran down with a file and psp and camera with me. i've put on the dorkiest t-shirt i could find and the baggiest pants and i din even comb my hair. this thought popped up in me: if i walk out from my house and whoever dare to stop and stare at me,he would be my valentine. XDD

just joking. hey i got my valentine laa.

oohhh..tho i love my babe but i love myself more. and i love my friends and families of cosh!

you can't live without them right?

so who loves you? don't ever think that no one loves you. you've got your pets to love you too you know. so celebrate this romantic valentine with your friends or your families and of cosh with your hubby (:

Happy Valentines' Day!

i love you Jeff!

DInner At BAy LEaf..Sweet & Lovely Time

2009-02-13T22:34:00.020+08:00

so i went to Bay Leaf for Bunny's and Cheryl's birthday dinner which is so sucessful because we planned it this Monday and we just confirmed those guests last minute.

Enjoy the photos people!

muax. <3>love you all

and again

happy 17th birthday to Foong Yee(09), Bunny(11) and Cheryl(12)!

p/s: more pics in FB and FS. anyone want the photos giv me pendrive.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY #3

2009-02-12T19:23:00.000+08:00

victim no.3.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHERYL aka CHERRY!!

and a Quicksilver white purse goes to her.

and fan's present.

ciao! XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY #2

2009-02-11T19:03:00.001+08:00

victim no.2.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BUNNY aka BENG BENG!!

cheers! (:

Save The EARTH if you STILL WANNA LIVE! (:

2009-02-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

Hey :) Heard of Earth Hour 2009? i get to know it through Jean-Ni's blog. Its really interesting how the millions of people around the world are going to try work together to reduce global warming. Watch it, watch it, watch it :) Its amazing. If you care abt the living planet, switch off all electrical stuff (lights, fan, aircond, tv, computer, phone, blablabla) for an hour starting from 8pm on 28th March 2009.

C'MON, SAVE PLANET EARTH :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY #1

2009-02-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

the right one of cosh! victim no.1.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY FOONG YEE aka YEE YEE!!

we had secret recipie's cakes

:D smile

Happy Hours In Heaven ;)Specially For The KidS.

2009-02-08T23:04:00.007+08:00

happy dinner families!

i love you all!

<3>

Holy America (: GO OBAMA

2009-02-08T18:41:00.002+08:00

afta the exam

phew! finally st.john exams is over. yaayyyy! i felt damn relief after all these year. haha! today Dr.Hiew's mood is very the good. just so you know. and so do i. =) well,i think i just done couple of mistakes only bah. hope so (:

i hate my palm bandage,look so ugly. Mr.Chee was telling me:" Suyi, your bandage should be more up and the 'v' shape should be more to left sight." i was like ya..heheh. =x.

i love my theory minus the labelling part. =D

anywayyy. am going for family dinner later 7.30pm at Megaview. so i'm gonna meet su chin and i was very curious about her hair. she cut her hair and somehow she ask us not to be shocked. 0.0 hmmmm....

i was doing my book review at this moment. i searched through the internet so i could get it nicely in a easy way. XD urgh. hate to go up the stage and promote the book tho it is one of my not really favorite book-The Tales Of Greek Heroes by Roger Lancelyn Green.

finished my reader digest of the month. and i'm impressed with president Obama's interview by Rick Warren on good and evil and a better world. it shows up the true mind of a black american. and he says:" We see evil all the time. We see evil in Darfur. We see evil,sadly on the streets of our cities. And it has to be confronted." and yesh its true.

i've always wondered at how religion dominates much of American life.that's why i find the interview with Barack Obama very interesting. It's completely foreign to me that a presidential hopeful would consider it necessary to be interviewed by a pastor about his faith. A country where most of the the population holds fundamental Christian views while the other part fights to maintain Thomas Jefferson's ideal of the seperation of church and state. this is going to be a very interesting year of the ruling by Obama and i will definitely keep up with the America's politics. wonder whats Obama's plan...

long live Obama!

be perky people!

good day to you because i had a good day. just so you know.

smile (:

2009-02-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

mom was out for party and bro went tuition and so left daddy and me.
at last! both of us had pizza and steak at Sherwood! sherwood sherwood here i come!
so i ordered a beef filet with green pepper sauce for me and a norway's salmon with lemon cream sauce for daddy and at last a hawaii pizza. yumm yumm.. and i'm very very full. so took away the pizza for bro and mummy.

awwww man! tomorrow will be the day of my re-exam! i'm still very the nervous. just hope evrything goes well and good luck to the juniors and myself fo sho. am trying to upload the video of the training at school yesterday but failed. my computer sounds weird and the connection sucks. have to ask alex to sue the TMnet again.bahahahaha.

off to bed now.
wish me luck babe!
love you! muacks.

It's easy to divorce a TREE ;)

2009-02-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

dosent the girl at the right looks like a model?HAHA!

I'm home!

OBVIOUSLY

so just came back from ttn and st.john training.

lol. i had been the casualty or victim the whole 2.5 hrs.

and thx to the 5 true back blows which now make my back damn pain.

i am so so tired now. exhausted i would say. luckily st.john re-exam changed to my school hall at 1 pm this sunday. i maybe will not get nervous in my school since its a damn familiar place to me.

ohh yeah. yesterday Cik Tai came into my class and gave us 3 papers to work out so that she can know if we are having stress/trauma/paranoid.

so the result....i'll being having trauma anytime!!! hoooray. not only me la.

haiz. overstressed.

nevermind that.anywayyyy.

i've been watching Zodiac and Titanic repeatingly. sticking to the 95432110546th time and it still never bored me now. I cried evrytime i watched Titanic and i think very hard whenever i finished Zodiac. and now i'm trying to go and get Yes Man! tho i know i'm truly outdated. even Twilight i never had the time to watch or read the book. i've got the book but it still stay on the same page. now i need to finish another book-The Tales Of Greek and get the script done and hand in to whoever english teacher to check it. and i'm going up the stage to promote that book next wednesday. wtf! this is very stupid you know...

okay.off to shower now. had home-made pizza for my dinner.

and i miss Sherwood.

p/s: BEN!!!! where the hell are you?

p/s 2: and cheryl,your lil book is with me. JW left it in school. now you can whack her XD

2009-02-05T20:21:00.001+08:00

still working out my blog... headache.
Ben i need your help! tagg me.
off to pop.

2009-02-05T19:12:00.003+08:00

after sukan.
just came back. sukan training rocks! and i'm blessed today because emas only done with the 6th group and i'm the 7th. hooorayyy! and for sukan. i'm chosen in lontar peluru but yet to make sure laa.. i missed lompat tinggi and lompat jauh. LOL. going to jump next week. =D. missed account tution. maybe i'll ganti this saturday night if i don't have dinner.=x. i hate night class. makes me wanna sleep more.
random mood today.
love you babe <3>

2009-02-04T23:50:00.001+08:00

so i've got sunburn and all. =)

kawad under the sun from 1.20-2.40 pm without a slightest drop of sunblock on my skin and my face....ARRH!

nevermind.i did mask. =D

so, st.john today. old members' re-exam will be on this sunday 7.30am at SABS.i've been taking this exams for 4 years minus 1. and never pass. what a shame... =x. tomorrow i'll have sukan training.hmmmm....final year in SMKTA. i'll do my best! Mahsuri GO GO GO!!! its RED team for those who don't know. OMFG!! i still got 34 question of Sejarah out of 77 Q!! damn! sure the emas will have us done with all the disscussion in 2 period. i hope not.

anywayyyyyyyy.

Mr.Ching was boring and fun. fun-because i played dragon booster and sir gave us kikapo and limau.. boring-because he's still in chapter 1. thats for the class. and then i went su chin's hse for gambling. well,i won RM2 because i just went there for a while. seriously i've done nothing there. pity cheryl. because i took her only 2 ringgit. and su chin! you owe me 1 ringgit!

XDD

i'm off to bed now!

and i'm still working out my blog back to normal.

2009-02-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

damn.

i got my blog all messed up!

lost all the friends links and my chat box!!!

i can't add any gadjet man! who can help me?

2009-02-02T22:20:00.014+08:00

hey i'm alive!

aloha!

i love malaysia more than Indonesia.

Bali was a great place but the tour guide is so OMG-she's-the-most-irritated-fucking-sucks-tour-guide!

i hope i don't have to post her ugly photo on my blog because it will definitely ruined my fabulous blog. and yeah,i'm fucking serious about that.

okie. still not going to be story teller now because i'm insanely busy and dizzy at the moment.

sorry guys.

and the souvs. urgh, sucks tour guide=no shopping Got that?

while i went to Bali, leo went Brooklyn. wtf!

his LVmadness has been activarted!!!!

urgh. i wanted to go Brooklyn laa!

p/s: there is still 300 over photos in my camera and 100 over in my phone.

p/s2: see the photos from bottom to top.

p/s3:ask me anything you want about the photo.

p/s4:or orally.

2009-01-28T09:30:00.000+08:00

BALI HERE I COME!!!

miss me people!!! but not the souveniers. hahaha!
buhbye!

2009-01-27T13:10:00.003+08:00

at kwee fei's. just got the photos.

second day of cny.

cut it.so this is the plans for today =D

going to grandma's and then diane's and then maybe aunty's house.

simple and fabulous.

and today's outfit lagi simple=a dress with a pair of high heels.

don't ever forget to stuff my handbag with wallet! XD

on top of that.

was busy packing this noon. tomorrow going to bali.

so this is the tour plan.

day 01: KL/Denpasar(capital of Bali)

day 02: Kintamani

day 03: Tanah Lot

day 04: Denpasar/KL

simple and fabulous.

okie. goottagooonoouuw.

happy cny again!

2009-01-26T18:14:00.014+08:00

at granny's ^^.

we took many photos but all of them is inside Ann Sis' camera. will ask for her.

there are actually lots of cousin inside but too sad i din take any photo.kwee fei's cake.diane macam hisap dadah je...no idea what su chin doin. [gambling inside kwee fei's room]with the b'day girl~ss session yang gagal.(inside the toilet)activites on the bar.there's actually bottles of wine around me.^^green dadus.spotted the red wine at the left? thats mine. [location: at uncle Jen's hse]

uncle had a hobby in collecting wines and he got bottles of chivas.

and beside me there was this wine cooler.i dunno what to call that thing.

the other people were singing infront with the over hundred thousand set of ktv set.at Great Grandpa's. was getting ready to go home.and the angpaos' collected today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWEE FEI

HAPPY ANGPAOS DAY!!!

moooomoooomooooo

2009-01-26T00:06:00.001+08:00

left:daddy right:mummy

and i've got my first 2 angpau from daddy and mummy!!!

Happy Mooooooooo Year!!!!

2009-01-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

too sad.no photos taken lately.

anyhow.

evening people =DD and hey i'm here!

i was supposed to be taking pictures with friends at mgm now for the xue-hai but ended up sitting infront of my brown desk filled up with piles of h/ws.

now i'm not stocked up with cash anymore but replcaed by h/ws!

urgh.

i hated the no-cash-life.

well,i'm quite a spendrift sometimes. =)

mom picked me up at 1.35ish when she should be picking me up at 1.20 from school.

made countless calls to her phone but ended up calling aunt kim.

and then,i couldn't find my theory book and so heading to piano with my scales and exam songs.

and then adding with Enya's i went to BM.

ate a limau at unc's shop while waiting for my class.

and i saw or perhaps watched something during the ttn.

lol. obviously someone will know what i mean.

i felt so damn awkward laa!

and then balik rumah.cleaned up my study room and went for a nap which is never going to be because i'm reading novel. =)

went down for Jap's and checked my cell.

su chin tagged and i played piano.

and i watched youtube and posting my blog.

and i'm dl-ing songs and done nothing valuable.

crapping again-sorrie for not writting a intereting post today.

i'm blurrrrrrrr.

oh yeah,adopted a daulphin in my FB. check it out!

i love my Dolphie Blubbie.

note to self: i need CASH!!!!!

2009-01-22T21:53:00.004+08:00

single mode activated?

what the fuck!

whatever.

anywayys.

shopped just now.so hunted down a skinny and a long yellow t-shirt.i just dunno how to describe it butta you could find it evrywhere in sg.wang. thats what i can say. =x.

i failed my 'date' with the guy in account ttn. haha! cause i never step into ecm today.

just white water(air putih) and mgm.

met su chin on the highway. ==

in the car.

lol.

i crapped bullshits again today.

nvm,since its a bull year,err or cow year?

i duno but whatsoever, they are families! ^^

now i need to go and stick my hand to my history h/ws.

77 struktur question!!!!

omfg.

ciao!

oh yeah,and enjoy this.

Tour de Japon-Aerith's Theme

2009-01-22T00:43:00.002+08:00

to a many years bestfirend which i hope you know who i am talking to:

i've never changed since the day you know me. i am still the old me inside,only you observed more closely. and i'm really dissapointed when i read out your blog. it sounds like our friendship is going to end or something like that. i know i shouldn't be posting this post in english,but sorry because i'm in a hurry. in my world,you are still the top best freind of mine. remember the song you gave me as my present? (一号朋友）and i would love to sing this song for you one day when i learned how to sing this song. i hope our freindship never change tho you've got yourself some new close friend and i don't mean that it is not allowed. but, i do really wonder who am i in your world. and this has been the thing i wanted to tell you but i really dunno how to open mmy mouth. xx,just remeber,you will be my top best freind in my life and it will not change. never it would.

p/s: no one read the letter you gave me so no one will know who are you. no worry. if you happened to leave a comment,you can leave it as anonymous. because i will know thats you.

Love,

Suyi.

2009-01-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

i had been thinking into deep thoughts these days,honest. just a second ago i had something to say and blog but now i'm dumbfound. sorry to dissapoint you people. :)

now i know my blog is famous,not me. thanks to Meg Cabot because her book only works on my blog but not me. =DD

hmmm..i've been wondering thousands and millions time should i put my blog as private?....

i know no support will be given,seriuos. thats too too sad.

anywayys.

i'm lost. i mean i'm lost among the endless homeworks...now,i found my life only revolving around Pn.Mas's history, Pn.Ma's Chemistry, Pn.Sim's Physics and the Speaker's BM. that is not even cool. ==''

still,i am going to say i am still who i am. =) so no worry when you meet me next sec. [wiinks]

i've been through this hard time and now perhaps,only perhaps evrything has settled down. i hope it does seriously. if it happens again for the second time,i couldn't imagine what i would do or be by that time. this is really really more than enough to me. i will take this as a lesson but a bad memory at the same time. i can't help tears anymore. i bursted out last night. yeah,honest. i felt so not relief after that tho. i need more. i need to go somewhere or just do something so that i can let my true emotions out. i can't wear the same mask evryday. mask will break in the end. but now it just cracked.

as i moved on,i'm getting cold.cold in the way of my attitude towards most of the thing. i would get myself busy with homeworks and tutuions. friends just don't work sometimes. some of them just couldn't understand but thats the truth. if there is,i will cherrish them well. =) and by this, i mean it.

another bitchy attitude dosen't work on me anymore. now i'm going again'st diet and that sound so the-end-of-me. i will get back to my normal diet asap.cny is coming and i had no mood for it. i actually planned to stick myself to the homeworks and my computer. just incase,i will only go kwee fei's house bah. i'll be leaving to Bali on the 3rd day of cny and will be back at saturday midnight.

gotta go,my eye lid is fighting so hard that it hurts my eyeball.

p/s:i know i crapped shits and shits today,but as i mentioned earlier,i'm dumbfound. posting without purpose and without reason. and sorry for the foul i've made in the languages..err did i just make another foul? whatever.

2009-01-16T22:17:00.004+08:00

the latest of myself with bro's camel t-shirt on and daddy's newly bought raybon sunglasses and my favourite boxer.

i missed a lot of things.

i miss my facebook

i miss my blog

i miss my friendster

i miss my msn

i miss my mails

i miss my night life

i miss the parties

i miss the time

i miss my hair

i miss my relax

i miss my laughter

i miss my style

and

i miss my babe

okie. i miss my evrything now.

and i'm not going to post so often now. cause of some reason bah.

i miss you people!

T^T

i had a hard time lately.

i'll try to laugh more.

thanks for being there always su chin.

i love you so much.

note to self:be tough and no more tears. laugh more,seriously.

2009-01-11T11:20:00.016+08:00

susu and kavitha deeply obsessed with abhi's cam.random pic of mine.caught on the scene she's trying to kill kavitha!and this-she's trying to tekam abhi's cake.lolme and susu.random pics of me with susu's spec and abhi's fedora.

p/s:more pics will be uploaded in my facebok when abhi uploaded hers cus most of the funniest pic is in her cam

p/s2:mrs.chinniah's selfmade choc cake is so damn delicious!!! and the nasi too! i personally love the curry very much.yummm!

p/s3:Iman look damn gorgeous!

okie,had roti canai and roti tisu for breakfast.and then---nothing.

2009-01-10T22:47:00.002+08:00

hola bitches and donks!

=DD

okie so i was back from abhi's party-her 17th bday party!

drive us will ya! XD

so we had loads and tons of fun!

and about the camwhored photos,i'll post it when the next blog is coming up

because MY PHONE IS OUT OF BATTERY!!!

wtf. =)

anywayyys.

su chin is beside me now!

and shes doing nothing at allllll!

(what you mean ahr?!)

okie okie,shes doing something

but still shes doing nothing.

okkie,now i'm leting that bitch post.

kill me bah!

now,lads and gents.

let us welcome our YB Soon Su Chin!

applause should be avoided. thankyou.

mM................

aiyo,nothing to say leh..

first of all,i want to thank suyi for giving the chance to bloggggggggggggg =P

haha..she is brushing her teeth now because her mouth is smelly and she cant tahan anymore..

aikz (-o-)

okay la..bye..have a nice day..muackkkk

-wriiten by su chin-

wtf! thats not even the truth laa.

whatever,i'll just let her pass this time.

cus she's my lovely cous sis mah.

okay okay.

she's almost yelling at me and at the same time shes begging me to do her tarots.

lol. its been a long long time i never touch my tarot. but abhi she lost hers. my god!

gotta go now.

wait for the photos to pbe uploaded!

cheers people

and cheers abhi!

2009-01-09T21:15:00.003+08:00

evry girl is a bitch and so do i.
the difference between is just a lovely bitch and an irritated one.
sorry to put you under the irritated category.

you pissed me off with your own point
And flirting is what all girls do unless she's retarded.

so what if your mom never flirts before?
is she considered a retarded one? HAHAHA!
so so sorry to have your mom outta here and well, she ought to know what is her lovely hardcore princess-y attituded girl is up to now.

and i'm butting into your so called buisness which was a total mess up one because i can't stand aside and keep my mouth shut while people are saying the right thing. they made the right judgement on you. and i am a rock bitch! and yeah,bingo you got it right i am a bitch and a ROCK n ROLL one!

and i never said that you are flirting while you are not dating anyone. i said you flirt when you are dating with him.

fuck ya bitch! and i rock!

2009-01-09T14:27:00.004+08:00

Anonymous said...
Perhaps if you drop this hardcore princess-y attitude of yours and reveal your inner beauty self, things would be much simpler. Acting all toughen up, having tremendously a wide range of boy-friends(Friends who are boys), clearly sends mixed signals to many people. I'd say you drop that external shell or should I say cover of yours, you do not need to blog to make this public, I speak of my thoughts and I don't know, deep down, I feel you're somebody else on the inner and your only putting this "oh i'm so defensive i'm so great" attitude because you feel insecure.

January 7, 2009 12:39 AM

FooJean-Ni said...
THIS is my inner beauty self. I'm mad, and i'm showing that i'm mad and i don't find a damn problem with tht. Clearly nobody bothers to give a shit about how i feel so i'm now doing the same. Its a cruel world and i think i've come this far only because i've miraculously learn how to live in it. And it isn't my fault people are getting mixed signals. In the first place, i shouldn't be reducing my wide range of boy-friends just because the "many people" fail to understand the situation. To assume would make an ass out of you and me; my English teacher just taught me tht ytd. And i'd say you stop telling me what to do because i too speak of my damn thoughts but someone has a friggin problem with it.Maybe we should move along and find better and more deserving people to care about. I don't deserve your attention, not even the slightest abit.
January 7, 2009 10:22 PM

Anonymous said...
I don't have problems, but you don't own it all,and take in mind that there are so many people that are far better than you. You've sent the wrong message to many people by posing and hugging/flirting with loads of guys, so I'm guessing your stuck up attitude is just to cover that slutty side of you? That's what I feel. So, as you said, everybody has their thoughts, I feel your slutty yet trying to defend yourself all the time to make it seem that your so invincible, there you go, my thoughts, if you have a problem with it, deal with it.
January 8, 2009 7:16 PM

FooJean-Ni said...
I don't see why you have to point out tht there are so many people who are way better when its a very known fact. Its completely irrelevant anyways. And i still don't see why posing with guys, hugging or flirting is a problem at all. Taking pictures is normal. So is hugging, very normal. People do it all the time. And flirting is what all girls do unless she's retarded. But if you're a boy then i'd understand why you fail to understand. Btw, i don't have a stuck up attitude and i don't see how being stuck up would be able to cover the slutty side of me. I thought tht would emphasize it -.- And because i don't agree with you, your thoughts do not push my buttons one bit. So everybody has their thoughts but your whole assumption isn't even close to being right. Half the time you don't even make sense but i don't have a problem with tht at all. Why would i ever? D:
January 8, 2009 7:32 PM

Anonymous said... [this is me]

posing with guys,hugging and flirting is definately a "yes its a problem" when you are dating someone at the same time.i'm here just to make it clear.so i'm not siding anyone on this point.

and about the sttitude thingy,being princess-y aint any problem.she's just being her self but i don't agree thats her inner beauty. as i am a girl,i know what girls are thinking. you can say i don't know you but i know girls.

and i definately agree with anonymous with this:

"I feel your slutty yet trying to defend yourself all the time to make it seem that your so invincible"

this clearly makes you a bitch, tho i remembered you said before you are a known bitch in your blog.

well,from what i can tell,Miss Jean-Ni is a very protective girl and she is a lil naive sometimes.and well,she could be really nasty when people annoy her and yes,she gave me the feel that she's really bitchy.even my friends said so too.(and theres boys and girls)

and another thing which i hope it would happened:be your true self.

sorrie if i irritated you but i'm telling the truth as a girl.

p/s:just don't flirt when you are dating someone because that will make you a negative image in evryone. and this is for evryone who read it.

-anonymous 1-

i'm not going to tell who is she but she is a really known bitch. of course she's not from kuantan. and i just wanna let people know who is she actually.

you can say i'm a bitch i but i aint that bitchy as her seriously.

you can say anything you like on me

but

walk in my shoes and only you have the right to judge me.

p.s:anyone who is interested to read her blog please let me know.because i wont link her in my blog.

2009-01-08T23:23:00.003+08:00

and this is what i left in her blog

thanks for telling the truth in your blog.

i am the one who have been fooled around.

and p/s:you don't have to published my comment because personally this is what i wanted to tell you. you saved me. thanks a million. tho it hurts.

-ss-

and yes,it hurts alot.

2009-01-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

i'm seriously dissapointed now.

i've learned enuf.

more than enuf!i'm gonna end it.

p/s:his b'day today.check out the bitch's blog

2009-01-08T19:00:00.003+08:00

first of all

sad news to me!

ming thai's leaving to perth this 18th!

T^T

anywayys.

i had a long talk with him.

and i'm glad i did that.

so we have been talking about the school and studies first and catching with each other and bla bla bla

but then we talk about our probs bah.

this is what he said to me

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:21 PM):
try to accept him

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:21 PM):
changing a guy is a worst thing

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:21 PM):

in front of you he will change

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:21 PM):
behind of u he will just the same

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:22 PM):
so just accept it

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:22 PM):
and sometimes try to understand him

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:23 PM):
no matter what let him explain first

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:23 PM):
mans are from mars girls are from venus

[b][c=#711A73]leaving malaysia in 18th[/c][/b] says (7:23 PM):
remember that

i just wanna say thanks like a million times ming thai! you have been a great firend.

and all the best to you! you've grown up.

p/s:i din mean anything or say like you tak study Xp

i felt like crying out hard ofter the converation.

i had enough

tho he told me i should keep my jealousy away

but i'm a girl! its hard and mean for a girl to do that actually.

but i still appreciate he told me that bah.

i'm tired.

p/s:hey fren,dun worry about her.you two have make the right choice tho someone will get hurt in the end but that would be your most memorable memory in ur past 16 years. trust me.

note to self:

i will be tough

2009-01-07T18:48:00.003+08:00

i lurrv this pose. Xp

SS session with my favourite boxer and without my skirt and vest.

was back from meeting and get into my ss session.

wtf! i'm under the unit promosi. orz.

which means i need to go up to that pentas with a partner and promote the books and the most * thing is i even need to promte our school library.

seriously,even tho i'm a librarian i am NOT proud of my school library.

so just forget that i'm a librarian of SMKTA when you read this.

never bath till 6 ish because i've been doing my homeworks right afta i got back from meeting.

lol. so damn tired.

xuan yu counted out homeworks and she told me we actually got 10 h/ws.

wtf.

having the biggest yawn now.

oh yeah! guess who's my BM teacher?

the talking machine!!!

lol. i forgot whats the name laa but thats not the thing

the main point is she has been talking since the right leg [ yeah i've make sure is her right leg ] stepped into the classroom. whoa!

and then she keep on her teaching vocally and writting the points on the board.

we the studs just can't stand laughing because we just pop up suddenly with these:

su chin:"want me go out and get some water for her?"

doreen:"cikgu rehat sekejap laa cikgu"

me and jiayi:"i'm not tired copying the notes but i felt so tird to listen to her non-sto-talking"

hahaha!

okie.gotta go now. cheerios!

p/s:hui ling! when are you goin to giv me ur book since you want me to help you do the karangan?

2009-01-06T21:44:00.008+08:00

no idea why i look so sad.

with this spec on my face makes me look retarded.

=x.

duhnno whats the expression on my face.

personally think this is better for the day's ss session.

today's outfit.

and finally i'm back into the mood of ss and thats my latest look bah.

i dont care if you think its nice or ugly cus personally i had no comment for the haircut myself.

survived from drowning into the sea of homeworks! yippie XD

was actually going for Mr.Hiew's Chemistry tonight butta i just can't stand anymore for another tution added into my simply filled up timetable which gonna burst anytime.

school and duties is to be blame =p but no choice bah.

i wont care actually since this would be my final year and SO i don't mind it that much.

:) thats a well change in me with a good wayy.

i'm taking a advance homework which i'm glad for it-history.

lol. you know that Hjh.Mas she just wont get sick throughout the year and not even once.she can vs. Mr.Chan seriously but i think she won laa cus chan chan ''accidently'' catch a cold and high fever last friday and saturday. oops. =DD

so far i've just done my accounts and physics and my add.maths is just halfway through.and i still got that Sinopsis for Seteguh Karang which we need to handle in by next week and teacher make us to read it 3 times. == and oh,not to forget about the chinese essay titled my new year's resolution.

and guess what? second day of the school and i'm found sleeping soundly during English. haha! =x. and theres only 3 of us who is fast asleep at the start of the class-ME su chin and cheryl.

we played slinky~springy~spring during physics. and have fun with it. LOL

i missed my midnight life

cheerios!

p/s:sorry jeff i'm very busy these days and i miss you.

p/s 2: sorrie for the photos looking so dark cus i forgot to turn on my night mode.

2009-01-06T17:02:00.002+08:00

second day and its already a complaint.

urgh.

another tution? definately a no no to me at the moment.

i'm all stuffed in with tutions and the time is so bullshiiit!

blame the school for making me devastating!

am not writting more now cus i just snuck in for a couple of minutes to get rid of my sleeping angel.

going for techer ann's now. jiayi gonna pick me up.

note to myself:

never ever destressed by having supper!

2009-01-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

i'm posting the second post because i somehow felt so wrong about my first post

=x.

final year is here and i felt i've grown alot.

seeing the aimless and innocent form 1 students makes me feel even sad and scared than before.

it was great to meet the school mates again but its a hard time too since its our final year in SMKTA.

now i'm 17 though not officially but its time for me to choose my path.

=) haiz.

i had the most miserable feelings this year.

i'm too sad to turn 17 actually.haha!

but 17 was definately better than 16 for certain things. XD

anywayys.

i will make this year my best year in =)

definately i will!

bless me friends!

( wtf.i kinda feel like sobbing now)

2009-01-05T19:48:00.002+08:00

hola people!

don't make the miserable face laa..

school reopen is a good thing sometimes but definately for form 5

yea i mean it.

U_U

anywayyys.

my class shucks.

that kathy koo seperated all of us and i got a very special in the corner which i sat alone.

wtf!!!

nevermind,we the 5 Cekap students planned evrything well

we just sit according to the place kathy koo's planned only during her English period. XDD

second.

i hated the time the school dismissed us.

man!2.40 for hari biasa and 3.40 for tuesday and thats because i'm taking Chinese.

sigh. and i hate the rules the school set up

which turn out to be students are not allowed to leave the canteen during the whole masa rehat which means we can't even go to the toilet. fuck this stupid new rule.

and they make the prefects to keep an eye on us so that we wont leave the canteen and that sounds like we are the prisoners. wtf

third.

the assembly turn out to be some kind of kawad training.==

that woman( dato pengetua) taught us how to senang diri and jaga diri. LOL

she was supposed to be giving her very first speech on the first day of school but she has been crapping all those lame stuff instead.

urgh. hate that woman so so much!

fourth.

sad.edrene changed class.she's dropping physics and chemistry.

welll,its up to her choice bah.

nothing we can do.

fifth.

RIMUP which stands for rancangan intergrasi murid untuk perpaduan which happen during the chemistry class. LOL

so the all the races got all remixed.

and thats for the school.

tutions went well though the air-cond which i dunno what brand seems to be a lil sick.

sometime cold sometime hot.

haha! marcus keep on asking people you hot arh you hot arh?

lol.

many homework from tution and now i can't find my chemistry notes laa!!

grrrr...

wow.

i have been tution start from 3.30pm-7.15pm

first day i can tahan laa but no idea for the next coming class.

=x.

anywayyys.gotta go now.

cheerio!

love,

suyi

2009-01-04T21:20:00.003+08:00

am in the mood for the second post of the day which i called sunday :D

hmm

what a interesting add maths class i have at chan chan there

BAHAHAHA!

just can't stand that keegan. LOL he's a laugh maker.

so today chan chan was trying to explain more on some subtopic which i forgot which one cause i just keep on laughing at that time==

he draw one tablespoon and a soup spoon,and ask us whats the function

naturally we stated out laa and than when the whole class gone quiet,my fren suddenly say:

''oohhh,the spoon we use at pizza hut to drink the mushroom soup de!"

HAHAHAHA!

and then teacher was a lil bit annoyed but he still laugh laa

then he say in a pale voice something about what to use as example next

and then dunno is keegan or teng or tan shouted "fuck."

i think it should be fork but all of the studs heard fuck.

HAHAHAH!

can't stop laughing laa..

and the last part is when the class berebut-rebut to pay the fees

and alll i can hear is teacher asking number what?thats for him easy to find the name

but keegan say "aiyoo i dun wan pay today laa..i let you all pay first ,macam beli toto saje."

HAHAHA!

went shopping after tution and got myself a satin brown pants.

ooh i lurv it.

and then tried on pelco's high heels but too sad no more size.

wtf!it goes well with my bossini dress laa!

T^T

anywayyys.

i havent packed my books for tomorrow's classes and i'm too lazy to do it actually.

[yawn]

hope tomorrow will be a good day with no new rules!

cheers!

2009-01-04T11:52:00.003+08:00

talk about yesterday.lols.

plans went all wrong.

i went to pop arond 2.30 ish and after picking the stuff i need

my car came at 3 sharp.

butta its hard to get into the car

theres the big windy wind and the big rainy rain.

lol. what a grammer

but still get in laa.

-.-

and then,dad called and say he would arrive at ktn around 7-ish

butta he's staff called him AGAIN and he need to head back to the office.

wtf! waited till 8.45-ish and finnally daddy's home.

lol. so we just went out and have Thai's.

but for suppper,daddy had my hand-made pizza.

and now its about err today i guess.

kinda lost track of time lately.

=c.

i woke up at 3.26am for no reason but i checked on my phone

and 3 minutes later leo called in.

swt. and so we chit and chat for i hr and 45 sec.

and guess what.

we just talk about the school and mosy of the time he's telling his form 3 4 5 school life to impress me. yea he got me! i'm deeply impressed. seriously i make sure you will impress too after you heard what he's telling. LOL

sounds like i'm promoting his story or something else.

another swt. yeah,i seriously checked the duration. ;p

and so went back to sleep again and woke up at 8.10am for chinese.

wtf! so so sleepy laa.

later 3.30 sti;; got chan chan.

urgh.hate to see that old man again.

=x.

so i went to school to pick some books

and met the juniors but what laa..all malays and i never get a chance to see a chinese!

so koperasi had done with its renovation and it looks better.? no idea.

and then catched up with malreen and cath and che wan. LOL

but throughout i just chat with mal only laa..

so this is what i got.

monday we will be dismissed at 2.30/2.40 [not sure]

and then dunno tuesday/thursday we will go back at 3.30pm,i was like wtf

and friday 1.30.==

sad laa.how i wish i could just got to the school leo was in before.

lol. i was hubby-ing.

another unknown grammar. :D

deeply caught in my mind now.

oral sex? i will surely laugh if you want me to do it. sorrie babe.

yea,i will definately laugh. cus i cant stand it.

cybersex?lols. it will turn out to be a new joke actually.

so the body sex is the best laa.

feel free to read abhilash's blog.

he got a post on the cybersex.totally bombed me out.

XXD

now one thing,i seriously need to get use of my new timetable which would be very rushie and my HAIR! i have to get use to it laa. urgh.

lately i'm stocked up with cash butta it gonna dissapeard really soon enuf.

because i'm goin to pay the credit cards which i just swasshhh it so happpily at kl.

T^T

this bought me a lesson not to swasshhh my card so stress free anymore.

yeah it oughta.

ooohhooo

tomorrow's school and i'm so so happy cause i missed all my friends.

yea,really happy to know that tomorrow's 5th of jan.

i hope the schools runs well this year with me the "renewed-intruder"

thanks to leo i've learned alot in fighting back with teachers if they annoy me someday.

cheeers people

and oh. its a very special day for me today.

mark my words for a certain people.

2009-01-03T12:16:00.005+08:00

his lamborghini.

OMG! ia m so so fucking jealous now!

he got a ferrari before he turn 19 and now he said goodbye ferrari and hell-o to lamborghini!

wtf!

so jealous laa...

i love lamborghini so so much!!!

so now he's racing with his lam-lam.

that photo taken at genting cause genting near mah..

=x.

anywayys.

todays plan will be change.

so mom will pick up me up at don't what time later to her firends house and i'll be picking some of her daughters book.lol. cus its free so i dont have to buy a new one.

and then..errr maybe will hit popular to get some boxes and files.

and no yoga today!

=x. tooo lazy

and at night daddy will be back from kemaman and we'll be having dinner at...not yet plan.

LOL

okie.before i end the post

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO WJ!!!

p/s:i will fight my best to get in top 3 in your birthday wisher list next year cause i'm the 6th to wish him this year.

just be patient with your boxer. XXD i'll make sure i get a cute one for you.